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    He's Azam Malek Wan Haron ,
    one of those ordinary
    aspiring photographer
    BUT he's cool . HEH
    *insert your w-t-f face

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    He's also that annoying little
    prick in the family who always
    gets into trouble (the youngest aha)

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    He's currently studying SAM
    aka Self-Abuse Matriculation
    in Taylor's Subang, in the hopes of
    becoming an Architect :)



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    Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 4:49 AM
    Yes

    .

    TO Arthurs!!!


    Sorry for the long absence. Shits happened. Laptop got stolen. Shifted house. No internet. Ah, depressing. Hard disc got stolen also. All pictures. ALL artworks :( haih

    Lots has been going on in life. It's been fun. Gonna update soon when I get my laptop.

    And oh, final's in a month. Wish me luck.

    TER 90+ i HOPE haaa *you can always dream*

    Till then


    ps; ikutku dalam twitter. aku lebih aktif di sana kerana lagi senang update



    Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 7:02 AM
    hornyshit




    Here shows how horny friends can be :)

    ana! says:
    hey
    i miss you azz
    haha
    i got the tickets forworld stage
    haha

    - - - azam wh says:
    omgwtfgingerbread
    since when you call me azz

    ana! says:

    lol
    simply
    reminded me of jian liang\
    haha
    who by the way.wants to have sex with me

    - - - azam wh says:
    WHAT THE FUCK
    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

    ana! says:
    haha

    - - - azam wh says:
    im laughing my ass off now

    ana! says:
    hey he said it himself
    hold on
    ill prove it

    (7:54 AM) chong: oi
    (7:54 AM) chong: r u booked tonight?
    (7:54 AM) ana!: haha
    (7:54 AM) ana!: no im not
    (7:54 AM) chong: gt free delivery?
    (7:54 AM) chong: haha
    (7:54 AM) ana!: lol
    (7:54 AM) chong: im very free right nw

    (7:54 AM) ana!: guess your horny tonight
    (7:54 AM) chong: x)
    (7:54 AM) ana!: haha
    (7:55 AM) chong: oh u have no idea
    (7:55 AM) ana!: lol
    (7:55 AM) chong: i ate alot oysters just nw

    - - - azam wh says:
    wtf
    HAAHA

    ana! says:
    (7:57 AM) chong: im naked nw
    (7:57 AM) chong: =s
    (7:58 AM) chong: come la

    - - - azam wh says:
    hes so nerd
    LOL
    ugh
    hahaha

    ana! says:
    8:00 AM) chong: come on baby
    (8:00 AM) ana!: ooh damn.
    (8:00 AM) chong: i really desperate for sex nw
    (8:00 AM) chong: haha

    haha

    - - - azam wh says:
    alengaeknb;aeb
    aebnas;mjgA
    hahahahaHAH
    AHhHASHAGAHGA
    BAHAHAHA

    ana! says:
    (8:02 AM) chong: oh yeshhh
    (8:02 AM) chong: baby so r u coming or nt?
    (8:02 AM) chong: im kinda hot for u nw
    (8:02 AM) chong: say yes plss

    - - - azam wh says:
    can i pls, pls pls pls pls pls pls pls plspls plspls pls post in in blog
    HAHAHAHAHAHa

    ana! says:
    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    - - - azam wh says:
    MUAHAHAHHAHA

    ana! says:
    (8:02 AM) chong: heeee
    (8:03 AM) ana!: hmm.what does this mean exactly?
    (8:03 AM) chong: sex of course
    (8:03 AM) ana!: mhm
    (8:03 AM) chong: one hot sex
    (8:03 AM) chong: haha

    (8:07 AM) ana!: (:
    (8:07 AM) chong: haha
    (8:07 AM) chong: so u better make urself free nxt week
    (8:07 AM) ana!: i will do that.haha
    (8:07 AM) chong: i'll get myself prepared again tht time
    (8:07 AM) chong: haha
    (8:07 AM) ana!: which day you free
    (8:07 AM) chong: a hottest sex u ever had
    (8:07 AM) chong: haha
    (8:07 AM) chong: anytime
    (8:07 AM) chong: =)

    (7:55 AM) chong: getting pumped up yo
    (7:55 AM) chong: y?
    (7:55 AM) ana!: your getting horny.and no one to let it out to
    (7:55 AM) ana!: haha
    (7:55 AM) chong: it improves ur sexual desire
    (7:56 AM) chong: haha
    (7:56 AM) chong: shit u
    (7:56 AM) chong: i gt ana
    (7:56 AM) chong: =)

    (7:56 AM) chong: =)
    (7:56 AM) ana!: WHO
    (7:56 AM) ana!:
    (7:56 AM) ana!: come on WHO
    (7:56 AM) chong: err u la
    (7:56 AM) chong: who else
    (7:56 AM) ana!: cheh
    (7:56 AM) ana!: haha sorry i read wrongly.haha
    (7:56 AM) chong: tht's y im buying u
    (7:56 AM) chong: tonight!!!
    (7:57 AM) ana!: ah well
    (7:57 AM) chong: eh i give u 5 mins to come nw
    (7:57 AM) chong: haha

    ana! says:
    knock yourself out
    hahahaha

    (7:58 AM) chong: yes i noe u love it too
    (7:58 AM) ana!: course i will
    (7:59 AM) ana!:
    (8:00 AM) chong: come on baby

    - - - azam wh says:
    omg

    ana! says:
    hahaha
    will this affect our friendship
    HAHA

    - - - azam wh says:
    no
    OK
    see i post.


    So here it is.. Horny fuckers! hahahaha kantoi. Whoever thought that him (the freaking innocent naive shit*bullshit*) is so desperate for some action.

    I go bring you go chow kit road for you lah. Kesian....

    Oh jianliang, do listen to kantoi-zee avi :P mauahahhahah (6)



    Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 4:10 AM
    P license




    Oh, will you ever understand?
    And everything will get better if I stay for a while
    And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
    And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
    And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

    Yuna : Blue Sands


    This post was written long ago, I didnt manage to finish it. Heh, I'll just post for the sake of posting it aite.

    ...............


    After nearly a year waiting for the day,

    I finally faced it.

    DRIVING TEST !!!

    But I failed parking. Eh, of all the things eh, I FAILED the easiest? But its ok, it made me feel better that I passed others. Only have to retake parking at the cost of 150 bucks. Shucks.


    Ok moving on, You see, this is how I failed :-







    After reversing slowly, I carefully reversed straight backwards as what I was taught.

    I was basically following EVERY single step that my instructor taught me, suddenly;








    Me : Stunned. *fuck*

    JPJ dude : Awak fail. Keluar, masuk free gear skarang.






    Babi kau.

    I should have been a hot girl during the test so that I could just smile flirtatiously at the JPJ dude so that I can get a pass. No no, Im not pointing finger at Sze Jade. *hahas*


    **


    Now, after a month + , I got my license already. So no hard feelings aite, JPJ dude? (eventhough i cursed you shit)

    Thats it :)

    ps : I love driving (budak baru dapat P)



    Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 11:06 AM
    Suicidal

    Words cant describe how stupid I've been.

    How troublesome I've been.

    I'm sorry to have caused trouble, and to let you guys handle my shits.

    I'm sorry I now owe debts.

    I'm sorry to have you dragged in, Sis.

    I'm sorry to have let you down, family.

    I'm sorry you guys had to find out this way.



    I'm human

    A stupid one

    Temptation won me over.

    But it wasnt a well thought decision.




    Im sorry again, to everyone who took after me.

    And thanks for the care

    I really, really appreciate it



    Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:22 AM
    Dysfunctional Family




    Brother in Law : So Daddy, whats the secret of a happy marriage?

    Dad : Well you gotta ask my darling here .

    Mom : If you cheat.... Don't get caught.

    .......

    Hahahaha what a dysfunctional family I have. I love them haha .



    Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 10:26 AM
    Racism





    Ok this is a long long post that I just had to write cause it's got me thinking these few weeks. Dont read if it gives you eyesore, which I reckon it will :)


    Hah, Racism.


    LOL a random topic I know. But I've never really been treated unfairly or whatever due to my race. Because to be honest, my group of friends was ALWAYS multi-racial. Yead we do some bit racial joke here and there, but at times you gotta know the boundaries.

    I mean you don't just go to strangers and reflect your racist humour side just for hell of it. At times, the pure ol' joke just could be overboard.

    Like the one ;


    If you see an Indian driving a mercedes, they're robbers.
    If you see a Malay driving a mercedes, they're drivers.
    If you see a Chinese driving a mercedes, they're doctors.


    ha-ha-ha verry farney LAAA (ok la funny la)

    or the one where ;


    There's once a guy was canoeing on the river, and he whistled the song of ;

    Row, row, row your boat
    Gently Down the stream.
    Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
    Life is but a dream.

    Then, an alien came and asked,
    'can I have a 1/3 of your brain?'
    The dude said ;
    'Yeah sure'

    Then the alien took and left. The dude continued on canoeing
    and sang but a little bit slower;

    Row.... row,....row your boat
    Gently Down .....the stream.
    Merrily, merrily ...... merrily ....... merrily,
    Life is but....... a dream.

    Then the alien came again and took 1/3 of his brain.
    He let the alien took and continued
    canoeing and sang SLOWER ;

    Row.....ro..w..., row y..our... boat
    Ge..ntly Down t....he str...eam.
    M..errily, .......m..errily, merr..ily....., merrily,
    Life ...is but a dre......am.

    THEN, the alien came again. The alien asked
    'can I have another 1/3 of your brain..?'

    The dude said yeah again. The alien then
    took another 1/3 of his brain.

    So then the dude continued canoeing.
    and continued singing ;

    GAYONG GAYONG SAMPAN
    DENGAN LEMBUT
    HATI SUKA HATI SUKA
    HIDUP ADALAH MIMPI



    WTF U SAYING US MALAYS HAVE 0/3 OF A HUMAN'S BRAIN CAPACITY LA CHEEBAII

    OK la i admit when i heard I laughed *guilty. But come to think of it, WHY are we malays always looked down upon in Malaysia?

    True we have our own national sports ; (rempit) and some crime cases thas being going around that are committed by STUPID group of people that happens to be MALAYS?

    Are we seriously supposed to be judged by stereotyping?

    Racial discriminations are normal to some, like 'malays are stupid' 'malays are rapist'. Don't you think that thats a lil bit shallow thinking?



    Oh, the indian guy robbed the neihbourhood son, dont trust indians.

    Oh the cina guy is major along in town, dont mix with chinese ok.

    Eh i had a Malay friend, he cheated me. Malays are liars!



    ISNT that TOO shallow to shape up a human being?

    Its normal for a parent to be a lil bit racist. Its the truth. If not, how can a child be racist if he weren't brought up that way? If you send your child to kindergaten, he/she wouldnt know the differences between a Malay/Chinese/Indian, they will still be friends. It all comes down to the upbringing of the child.


    Oh malay stupid la, they got bumiputera rights thats why they get in U's all


    Oh about the bumiputera rights, dont be jealous cause you aint getting any *MUHAHAHAAH. LOL

    Ok I will voice out what I feel about bumiputera rights in another post, because believe it or not, my opinion would differ from others' :)

    Is it because of the environment we're brought up to? What ? Our parents say 'dont mix with Malays, they're rempits/bad influence' , or dont mix with chinese 'they gangster' or dont mix with indians they're 'killers'

    I just dont get why some need to be racist. Do you gain pleasure by calling names? Are you that shallow to judge the WHOLE race by analysing a FEW who you witnessed/heard of?

    HAIH im getting so into writing this Im exaggerating LOL AHAHAHA

    OK LA truth ,imagine ;

    If nike produced a DAMN UGLY shoe, then you saw. would you say 'OMG NIKE IS such A BAD BRAND'.

    Instead of judging the WHOLE brand itself, why not just JUDGE the freaking useless DESIGNER?

    HAHAHA *forgive me for the wtf-example :)

    What Im trynna say, why must you judge the a race by one's flaw or offences?
    Haih, maybe It's a norm to human thinking. Prejudices, which brings us to stereotyping, which brings us to discriminations :P (ahem im inserting my pyschology syllabus here)

    Why cant we be like those three in the picture below, so cool, so muhibah, so multiracial HAHA





    *random shot of some buddies in pyramid. indian+chinese+malay = WOAH

    See, buddies for life like that one. Haih SOME people could be so stupid at times.

    What a lost you not befriending others based on their race :P

    And oh, I just can't take it when someone passes a comment like ;


    Eh, your english is pretty good for a Malay eh?


    ZZ obviously you've been hanging out with the wrong crowds of Malay. OR maybe should've replied with 'your english is pretty good for a *insert race* aswell ? hahaha

    haha :)

    Anyway this post has nothing to do with any racist comment that Jay Lyn or others has made, HAHAHA, maybe it something to do with the group of people who I don't know called me something, and some more harsh comments I had lately. HAIH im not sensitive. I . AM . STANDING . UP

    hahahaha

    Anyway to those who pointed me out that I'm a Malay *CLAPS, WOAH HUGE DISCOVERY U GUYS MADE* I know la I hot, don't la point me like tht :) pfft ahahhaha

    Till then ;)



    Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 7:31 AM
    random




    'Eh stop staring on Airin's boobs la?'
    'But Airin, if it's not for staring what is it for...?'

    .........
    ......
    ....
    ..
    .

    'For use la !!'
    *while she grabs the air


    .........
    ......
    ....
    ..
    .

    wth,
    greattt one, Airin :P