azamWH

Cheesier than Cheesy Wedges.

2010-07-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

We keep on living, yeah? It's fine. It's working. It's moving.

Why ?

Because thats how the circle works.. I believe.

Can't we turn back ?

And do what exactly ?

And... try to carve our own path..? Us.

Heh. I don't believe in that.

*****

Anyways, If some of you don't know I'm studying Bachelor of Science ( Architecture ) in Taylor's now :)

Its been a roller-coaster ride. Yeah. Like Yvonne said, its a culture shock.

Was introduced to countless sleepless nights since first sem started (note : first sem, of FIRST year) & meal-skipping+shit-skipping days.

And now I start to appreciate the existence of food-deliveries. God-bless. If not, we won't leave our studio for shit. The works are fun tho :) Might post some of my works here later on.

All the single boys. Any takers? -_- damn sad

Anyways I just watched the third twilight (eclipse?) .. Ahhhhh Don't worry I wont give any spoiler.

Despite watching the movie on its first day here in Malaysia, I honestly was never a fan of the saga. It was all planned by my friends who was crazed by this vamps and werewolves.

For me, even the books... are rather dull. But hey, just my opinion? Dont fire me. -___-

Hello Slutty Bella (?) you're promoting necrophilic and beastiality to young girls all over the world.

I'd rate it 6/10. Best among the three movies.

*insert random picture*

I can be sparkly too. HAHA what.

....You are the reason of my existence Bella. I breathe you....

nyeh

FTS

2010-07-07T14:31:00.000-07:00

*Pure decoration purposes

FUCK this shit. I feel like I lost someone..... okay more like a beautiful memory. *aceh*

Why ? BECAUSE i lost my blog HTML. Stupid of me not to save all those first.

Its like I've lost a chunk of my recorded-memory. I spent time, I mean really spent time to design the html. This is pure bull.

To top that off, I just thought of all the past pictures/works I had. I lost my hard-drive to those fucktard burglars.

All the pictures/works/ I did since form 1.

And my works for the editorial magazine..

All the experimental pictures I had.

Trips I went to. Events I attended... AH.

-_-

cipet.

nothing I can do.

Now. I'm updating my blog design because I want to blog back. So just bear with it. Aha *not amused*

******

Anyways this is just a simple cover with Yvonne . I just woke up. Focus on her jyeah? :)

Speechless by Lady Gaga!

Wth.

2010-07-06T14:31:00.000-07:00

Why do mosquitoes exist.?

FIGHT, REBEL

2010-06-19T12:30:00.000-07:00

Kids,

Michael Angelo was successful because he broke the classical design rules.

Mahatma Gandhi resisted and fought, and achieved India's independence.

Lance Armstrong won over cancer.

Madonna played with religion, controversial & provocative art, still she's an icon.

Why?

Because they just believe in themselves. Just, because.

So, Do what you think is right, eventhough its wrong. If they disagree, ask them to fuck themselves. Stand on your ground, don't let anybody bring you down.

JYEAH.

Yes

2009-09-29T04:49:00.000-07:00

TO Arthurs!!!

Sorry for the long absence. Shits happened. Laptop got stolen. Shifted house. No internet. Ah, depressing. Hard disc got stolen also. All pictures. ALL artworks :( haih

Lots has been going on in life. It's been fun. Gonna update soon when I get my laptop.

And oh, final's in a month. Wish me luck.

TER 90+ i HOPE haaa *you can always dream*

Till then

ps; ikutku dalam twitter. aku lebih aktif di sana kerana lagi senang update

hornyshit

2009-07-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

Here shows how horny friends can be :)

ana! says:
hey
i miss you azz
haha
i got the tickets forworld stage
haha

- - - azam wh says:
omgwtfgingerbread
since when you call me azz

ana! says:
lol
simply
reminded me of jian liang\
haha
who by the way.wants to have sex with me

- - - azam wh says:
WHAT THE FUCK
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

ana! says:
haha

- - - azam wh says:
im laughing my ass off now

ana! says:
hey he said it himself
hold on
ill prove it

(7:54 AM) chong: oi
(7:54 AM) chong: r u booked tonight?
(7:54 AM) ana!: haha
(7:54 AM) ana!: no im not
(7:54 AM) chong: gt free delivery?
(7:54 AM) chong: haha
(7:54 AM) ana!: lol
(7:54 AM) chong: im very free right nw

(7:54 AM) ana!: guess your horny tonight
(7:54 AM) chong: x)
(7:54 AM) ana!: haha
(7:55 AM) chong: oh u have no idea
(7:55 AM) ana!: lol
(7:55 AM) chong: i ate alot oysters just nw

- - - azam wh says:
wtf
HAAHA

ana! says:
(7:57 AM) chong: im naked nw
(7:57 AM) chong: =s
(7:58 AM) chong: come la

- - - azam wh says:
hes so nerd
LOL
ugh
hahaha

ana! says:
8:00 AM) chong: come on baby
(8:00 AM) ana!: ooh damn.
(8:00 AM) chong: i really desperate for sex nw
(8:00 AM) chong: haha

haha

- - - azam wh says:
alengaeknb;aeb
aebnas;mjgA
hahahahaHAH
AHhHASHAGAHGA
BAHAHAHA

ana! says:
(8:02 AM) chong: oh yeshhh
(8:02 AM) chong: baby so r u coming or nt?
(8:02 AM) chong: im kinda hot for u nw
(8:02 AM) chong: say yes plss

- - - azam wh says:
can i pls, pls pls pls pls pls pls pls plspls plspls pls post in in blog
HAHAHAHAHAHa

ana! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

- - - azam wh says:
MUAHAHAHHAHA

ana! says:
(8:02 AM) chong: heeee
(8:03 AM) ana!: hmm.what does this mean exactly?
(8:03 AM) chong: sex of course
(8:03 AM) ana!: mhm
(8:03 AM) chong: one hot sex
(8:03 AM) chong: haha

(8:07 AM) ana!: (:
(8:07 AM) chong: haha
(8:07 AM) chong: so u better make urself free nxt week
(8:07 AM) ana!: i will do that.haha
(8:07 AM) chong: i'll get myself prepared again tht time
(8:07 AM) chong: haha
(8:07 AM) ana!: which day you free
(8:07 AM) chong: a hottest sex u ever had
(8:07 AM) chong: haha
(8:07 AM) chong: anytime
(8:07 AM) chong: =)

(7:55 AM) chong: getting pumped up yo
(7:55 AM) chong: y?
(7:55 AM) ana!: your getting horny.and no one to let it out to
(7:55 AM) ana!: haha
(7:55 AM) chong: it improves ur sexual desire
(7:56 AM) chong: haha
(7:56 AM) chong: shit u
(7:56 AM) chong: i gt ana
(7:56 AM) chong: =)

(7:56 AM) chong: =)
(7:56 AM) ana!: WHO
(7:56 AM) ana!:
(7:56 AM) ana!: come on WHO
(7:56 AM) chong: err u la
(7:56 AM) chong: who else
(7:56 AM) ana!: cheh
(7:56 AM) ana!: haha sorry i read wrongly.haha
(7:56 AM) chong: tht's y im buying u
(7:56 AM) chong: tonight!!!
(7:57 AM) ana!: ah well
(7:57 AM) chong: eh i give u 5 mins to come nw
(7:57 AM) chong: haha

ana! says:
knock yourself out
hahahaha

(7:58 AM) chong: yes i noe u love it too
(7:58 AM) ana!: course i will
(7:59 AM) ana!:
(8:00 AM) chong: come on baby

- - - azam wh says:
omg

ana! says:
hahaha
will this affect our friendship
HAHA

- - - azam wh says:
no
OK
see i post.

So here it is.. Horny fuckers! hahahaha kantoi. Whoever thought that him (the freaking innocent naive shit*bullshit*) is so desperate for some action.

I go bring you go chow kit road for you lah. Kesian....

Oh jianliang, do listen to kantoi-zee avi :P mauahahhahah (6)

P license

2009-06-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

Oh, will you ever understand?
And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Yuna : Blue Sands

This post was written long ago, I didnt manage to finish it. Heh, I'll just post for the sake of posting it aite.

...............

After nearly a year waiting for the day,

I finally faced it.

DRIVING TEST !!!

But I failed parking. Eh, of all the things eh, I FAILED the easiest? But its ok, it made me feel better that I passed others. Only have to retake parking at the cost of 150 bucks. Shucks.

Ok moving on, You see, this is how I failed :-

After reversing slowly, I carefully reversed straight backwards as what I was taught.

I was basically following EVERY single step that my instructor taught me, suddenly;

Me : Stunned. *fuck*

JPJ dude : Awak fail. Keluar, masuk free gear skarang.

Babi kau.

I should have been a hot girl during the test so that I could just smile flirtatiously at the JPJ dude so that I can get a pass. No no, Im not pointing finger at Sze Jade. *hahas*

Now, after a month + , I got my license already. So no hard feelings aite, JPJ dude? (eventhough i cursed you shit)

Thats it :)

ps : I love driving (budak baru dapat P)

Suicidal

2009-06-05T11:06:00.000-07:00

Words cant describe how stupid I've been.

How troublesome I've been.

I'm sorry to have caused trouble, and to let you guys handle my shits.

I'm sorry I now owe debts.

I'm sorry to have you dragged in, Sis.

I'm sorry to have let you down, family.

I'm sorry you guys had to find out this way.

I'm human

A stupid one

Temptation won me over.

But it wasnt a well thought decision.

Im sorry again, to everyone who took after me.

And thanks for the care

I really, really appreciate it

Dysfunctional Family

2009-05-30T11:22:00.000-07:00

Brother in Law : So Daddy, whats the secret of a happy marriage?

Dad : Well you gotta ask my darling here .

Mom : If you cheat.... Don't get caught.

.......

Hahahaha what a dysfunctional family I have. I love them haha .

Racism

2009-05-29T10:26:00.000-07:00

Ok this is a long long post that I just had to write cause it's got me thinking these few weeks. Dont read if it gives you eyesore, which I reckon it will :)

Hah, Racism.

LOL a random topic I know. But I've never really been treated unfairly or whatever due to my race. Because to be honest, my group of friends was ALWAYS multi-racial. Yead we do some bit racial joke here and there, but at times you gotta know the boundaries.

I mean you don't just go to strangers and reflect your racist humour side just for hell of it. At times, the pure ol' joke just could be overboard.

Like the one ;

If you see an Indian driving a mercedes, they're robbers.
If you see a Malay driving a mercedes, they're drivers.
If you see a Chinese driving a mercedes, they're doctors.

ha-ha-ha verry farney LAAA (ok la funny la)

or the one where ;

There's once a guy was canoeing on the river, and he whistled the song of ;

Row, row, row your boat
Gently Down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

Then, an alien came and asked,
'can I have a 1/3 of your brain?'
The dude said ;
'Yeah sure'

Then the alien took and left. The dude continued on canoeing
and sang but a little bit slower;

Row.... row,....row your boat
Gently Down .....the stream.
Merrily, merrily ...... merrily ....... merrily,
Life is but....... a dream.

Then the alien came again and took 1/3 of his brain.
He let the alien took and continued
canoeing and sang SLOWER ;

Row.....ro..w..., row y..our... boat
Ge..ntly Down t....he str...eam.
M..errily, .......m..errily, merr..ily....., merrily,
Life ...is but a dre......am.

THEN, the alien came again. The alien asked
'can I have another 1/3 of your brain..?'

The dude said yeah again. The alien then
took another 1/3 of his brain.

So then the dude continued canoeing.
and continued singing ;

GAYONG GAYONG SAMPAN
DENGAN LEMBUT
HATI SUKA HATI SUKA
HIDUP ADALAH MIMPI

WTF U SAYING US MALAYS HAVE 0/3 OF A HUMAN'S BRAIN CAPACITY LA CHEEBAII

OK la i admit when i heard I laughed *guilty. But come to think of it, WHY are we malays always looked down upon in Malaysia?

True we have our own national sports ; (rempit) and some crime cases thas being going around that are committed by STUPID group of people that happens to be MALAYS?

Are we seriously supposed to be judged by stereotyping?

Racial discriminations are normal to some, like 'malays are stupid' 'malays are rapist'. Don't you think that thats a lil bit shallow thinking?

Oh, the indian guy robbed the neihbourhood son, dont trust indians.

Oh the cina guy is major along in town, dont mix with chinese ok.

Eh i had a Malay friend, he cheated me. Malays are liars!

ISNT that TOO shallow to shape up a human being?

Its normal for a parent to be a lil bit racist. Its the truth. If not, how can a child be racist if he weren't brought up that way? If you send your child to kindergaten, he/she wouldnt know the differences between a Malay/Chinese/Indian, they will still be friends. It all comes down to the upbringing of the child.

Oh malay stupid la, they got bumiputera rights thats why they get in U's all

Oh about the bumiputera rights, dont be jealous cause you aint getting any *MUHAHAHAAH. LOL

Ok I will voice out what I feel about bumiputera rights in another post, because believe it or not, my opinion would differ from others' :)

Is it because of the environment we're brought up to? What ? Our parents say 'dont mix with Malays, they're rempits/bad influence' , or dont mix with chinese 'they gangster' or dont mix with indians they're 'killers'

I just dont get why some need to be racist. Do you gain pleasure by calling names? Are you that shallow to judge the WHOLE race by analysing a FEW who you witnessed/heard of?

HAIH im getting so into writing this Im exaggerating LOL AHAHAHA

OK LA truth ,imagine ;

If nike produced a DAMN UGLY shoe, then you saw. would you say 'OMG NIKE IS such A BAD BRAND'.

Instead of judging the WHOLE brand itself, why not just JUDGE the freaking useless DESIGNER?

HAHAHA *forgive me for the wtf-example :)

What Im trynna say, why must you judge the a race by one's flaw or offences?
Haih, maybe It's a norm to human thinking. Prejudices, which brings us to stereotyping, which brings us to discriminations :P (ahem im inserting my pyschology syllabus here)

Why cant we be like those three in the picture below, so cool, so muhibah, so multiracial HAHA

*random shot of some buddies in pyramid. indian+chinese+malay = WOAH

See, buddies for life like that one. Haih SOME people could be so stupid at times.

What a lost you not befriending others based on their race :P

And oh, I just can't take it when someone passes a comment like ;

Eh, your english is pretty good for a Malay eh?

ZZ obviously you've been hanging out with the wrong crowds of Malay. OR maybe should've replied with 'your english is pretty good for a *insert race* aswell ? hahaha

haha :)

Anyway this post has nothing to do with any racist comment that Jay Lyn or others has made, HAHAHA, maybe it something to do with the group of people who I don't know called me something, and some more harsh comments I had lately. HAIH im not sensitive. I . AM . STANDING . UP

hahahaha

Anyway to those who pointed me out that I'm a Malay *CLAPS, WOAH HUGE DISCOVERY U GUYS MADE* I know la I hot, don't la point me like tht :) pfft ahahhaha

Till then ;)

random

2009-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

'Eh stop staring on Airin's boobs la?'
'But Airin, if it's not for staring what is it for...?'

.........
......
....
..
.

'For use la !!'
*while she grabs the air

.........
......
....
..
.

wth,
greattt one, Airin :P

Katy Perry

2009-05-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

It's been almost a month &
Still you send me shivers
Still awed.
Still amazed.
Still breathless.

Liang the Miang is back. hahaha, he's the same colour as me now HEHE now you're a qualified Malay eh ?

Dream come true for him. God bless.

Anyway, mid terms are coming, and I'm doomed. I've been slacking off real bad, and now my results are deteriorating mann ! Arghh, but thank god all the assignments for English are done.

I was so last minute, that I skipped the whole day just to finish up my English assignment. And i just learned that SAM (aka Self-abuse metriculation) is actually 2 years, but it's compressed to 1 year to suit us.

What the fuck ?

Haha, nevermind. I pity the March intake students. 8-months-course of 2 years' syllabus HEH

Anyway, went to Sanctuary in Curve few days back, and it sucked badly :) but hey, was just trynna have fun that night.

Just so happen I brought my cam that night *cough

Airin was a total goner already. She was in a trance hahahahah, just look at how 'into' she was.

Heh, had fun ;)

On another note, I was browsing around my folder and I saw these few pictures. Haha, it made me laugh so hard cause it reminded me of what happened ;

*Calling Hazel

Me : Eh where you? We downstairs di
Hazel : Auhhhhhhhh *groaned wtf* I called you just now never pick up

*pause

Me : Oh i put it in silent mode ahhh, tak sedar
Hazel : Auhhhh *groaned again WTF!* i wanna cry laaa
Me : Why? Why ? What happened?
Hazel : I took wrong stuff .. Got locked

*Suddenly she sounded like sobbing * Woahh at this point I was a lil worried

Hazel : Help me la.....
Me : *stunned* Okok I come up straight

Heck, everything's perfectly fine when we got up, its just that she got locked outside her room..... =.=

What drama on the phone la.

Anyway, she wanted to get in her room badly that time, so she was even desperated enough to ask me to break the door.

So then, me and Leon did try to break the door.

Method 1 :

Breaking the door / Pushing the door.

Results :

Door won't budge. Failed.

Method 2 :

Kicking the door together

Results :

What the hahahaha . Left a hole in the door.

Method 3 :

Using a newly-bought wooden chopping board. We tried to smashed the doorknob haha.

Results : Predictably, our plan failed. But we managed to knock down the doorknob . Hahaha it fell on the floor. (yeah, the whole door knob)

And we were exhausted for ideas. We didn't know what to do. Hazel was so desperate to get her stuff. She won't leave unless the room is opened. We've tried for about half an hour to break the door, but we're just hopeless siall...

But soon after that, a roommate of her came back (after she went and complained to him of the situation) ... So he came in the apartment, went to his room , and took out a screwdriver.

He just went and cucuk-cucuk the doorknob with the screwdriver, and the door opened.

What The Fuck ? =.=

hahahahaha

Btw, these shots of Katy are awesome, sent me into shots of orgasm HAHA don't ask why it's just sexy. hahahaha

Credits to Evan Lane and Sheryl Nields

So that's that.

Rocker!

2009-05-02T08:42:00.001-07:00

HAVE YOU TRIED THE CUPCAKES It's blueberry!
The best I've tasted

Hey, I'm not happy.
No? Me neither
Yeah I don't know why
I miss you, though.

UGH, THE MORE I EAT
the more I feel disgusted with the cupcake

Hey, assume much
No, it was obvious
No! I am not
So why? Really..

THAT'S the problem with cupcakes.
You can't take any in when it hits you
It looks pretty You wanna eat it, Take it more.

Hey, you free?
Yeah I am
Lets go dinner
I've waited ages for you to be 'free' yourself

BUT HELL You'd throw up
Just looking at the icing again

It's really, not what I thought
How it'd taste like

YEAH alas I updated my blog :D

I've been busy these few days. And guess what? I started watching Naruto Shippuden back! I stopped watching since the 'fillers' episode came, but i gotta admit, Naruto Shippuden IS A.W.E.S.O.M.E

The show's like a meth man!!I am. not. lying. HAHA I don't give hell if you think I'm a nerd, it's the bomb. *smiles

And these few weeks, I've developed a new hobby. All started when Safiah called me ;

'Azam, you free tonight?'
'Yea, why ?'
'Nak gi rock climbing jap'
'Serious shit? Aku panjat mesti jatuh sial'
'Alaa jom la'
'Ok laa..' reluctantly :(

So, off I went.
The wall was really up high. Ok lemme draw you a sketch of the wall ;

The red represents people ok. And the colourful stuff represents the rocks. Oh, the big brown thing is the wall!
Hah I'm talented in photoshop man!!!! *grins

Anyway, all was well, though first try was freaking hard. One word of advice, rent the shoes. Do not use your own shoes, cause I did the first time i climbed. Made a huge difference when I used their climbing shoes :)

I gotta admit, Safiah is way better than me! She climbed the blue rocks of the second level at such ease. SERIOUS AH. Others also did it with difficulty. By the way, blue is the hardest. I kept slipping off.

And losing my grip.
And losing my step.

Chibai.

Until I gave up.

SO THEN, I came again after 2 days. Tried again, FAILED miserably again. Damn you wall.

Safiah did it so easily.

*HMMPHH* HMMPH*
fuck you.

hahahaha

Putrajaya !

2009-04-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

You thought I went on a holiday,
To Great Britain to France,
You're thinking I'm having fun,
You're swearing I've forgotten,
But here I am,
Gazing at those pictures,

Misunderstood.

So a few of my classmates had been planning to go to Putrajaya few days ago.Well namely Ah Boon, Jess & You Wei.

So on Friday, around 7+pm Ah Boon confirmed that they were going. HEH.So what they were originally planning was to go picnic ? (wtf at 10 in the night ? o_o) at the lake?

Haha. Anyways I decided to tag along since it sounded like an unusual plan.

Around 9, Ah Boon came with Hazel and Greggory. Then went and picked Bath up. Jess and You Wei met up at Hospital Putrajaya, cause apparently thats the easiest landmark to find.

We were severely lost weih at Putrajaya. We're like some lost puppy finding its mom. Seriously, we've come across 2-3 dead ends there, -.- and the place we got lost was so freaking dark. It's as if we're in the woods. Anyway,thanks to Hazel's instinct, we were able to find our way.

Go Hazel ! Go Hazel ! Haha she'd kill me *grins

So we got ourselves to a very cool-purple-bluish lit bridge. *awed in amazement. We parked our car at the side of the road and camwhored.

Mr. Tan You Wei

Yes we camwhored there.

Camwhored more.

And more ....

And more ... haha

Till, a police car came to halau us -.-

The police car practically stopped by the side of our road, and kept looking at us, signalling to go off.

Haih, nothing better to do ah ? Catch mat rempits ke ?

Anyway we were getting bored of that place, so yeah we changed our venue. Kept driving around in the city. Putrajaya is like an abandoned city man!

There's no one there! But the lights of the buildings are all lit up. I felt like I was in a Resident Evil movie. No joke.

Haha anyway we tried to jump. Our first try. Obvious failure. Cipet look at me. Looked like I'm about too shit HAHA

Kanak2 Istimewa hahahahahahaha

In the end we gave up to a bloody retarded pose.

Ah Boon the clumsy Driver. *inside joke btw cheer up lah dude

So after about 10 minutes of driving, we stopped to Istana Kehakiman. It looked like a mosque+office building. Heck, we thought that was a mosque and they (my non-muslim jakun friends) eagerly wanted to go inside to go take pictures. wtf. haha so to their dissapointment, it was Istana Kehakiman.

Is it like the High Court of Malaysia or smthing .?

Haha success !

Im out of caption sial : |

In front of Istana Kehakiman

Ah Boon kept taking pictures of himself. My camera is full of his SS pictures weih ! No shit :P

Hazel Lai , Tan You Wei , Jessica Goh Xiau Yen! , Bathsheba Shema Baggai

So sweet la dem ... hahaha

We were there for an hour+ and Jay Lyn and others joined us. It took them so many phone calls to get them here. Putrajaya was no easy place to get around by. The place was unfamiliar la kan?

That night, its like the city was ours. Nobody was there, maybe except for another group. They too, were camwhoring like us x)

The girls. Jess Ling, Ah Lyn, Safiah, Airin, Jade

Lyn and the Jesses

Mak Peah !!! Kawanbaikku sejak form 1

WTF AH BOON DOING AH ?

LOOKING HAZEL UPSKIRT AH ? HAHAHAHA

caught u on cam HAHAHA

Haha anyways, the trip was kinda fun. Excluding the fact that everyone went back home sour-faced. Hope to have more of these kinds of trip soon :P

And oh, make sure to catch the third season of Gossip Girl ok ?

Ahhhh , Mr David taught us well !

XOXO

You know you love me .

Haha

Superheroes

2009-04-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking much lately. About life. I mean, not to say I don't before, but it's just that now I observe more, interpret more, conclude more. And to the extent that it'd affect me, much.

I find myself dreaming in conclusion and flashing to the past. My mistakes, my expectations, my goals, and my winnings. I should've done more. I should've appreciated more.

Everybody else seems moving, and I, seem to be stuck in step 1.

What should I do ? You tell me .

Because here I am pondering how miserable life is, I fail to see what others are going through. Nothing compared to mine. But seriously, I always say this, and at times I mean it, at times I joke, Why is life unfair ?

You tell me .

When I was growing up, I envied what others had. A superhero.

You see, during my childhood life, I had no superhero to look up to. No one was there to help me grow up. Everyday I would just get up, live life, and come back alone. I will not be holding superhero toys, a superhero comics. Still, I continued with life.

I'm not blaming the other superheroes out there because maybe they were too busy handling their own personal life, or problems, or maybe they were just too selfish to bother that little lonely kid here.

Though, what I wonder the most is why everybody thought I had the perfect superhero to look up to. He's got everything in hand. But that was what maybe the superhero wanted everyone to believe, that he is powerful & invulnerable. That he could do handle everything perfect.

So there I was, sitting alone. Reading while I hear news of wars going on around the world. My world. How could a world be not peaceful for a child ? But maybe that IS the reality, I thought. I curled up in bed to face another brand new day ahead.

I had so few superheroes to look up to, but they were all not with me when I needed them. I lived alone, and alone. I developed my ownself.

But now it's different. Eventhough there are superheroes around, I've learnt that superheroes too, have flaws. Superheroes, are in fact very flawed. I could look up to them now, but maybe I outgrew them, or maybe it's just a little to late to do so.

Me not having my personal superheroes in life, It somehow rather affected me in many ways. Many many ways that I could not reverse myself to.

Heh :)

Rest in Peace , Aaron Teo

2009-04-10T04:55:00.000-07:00

When I first heard it, my heart stopped. I shivered.

It couldn't be true. It happened all so sudden.

But as hours pass by, I was forced into believing that it's real.

We got together that night, our close friends.

Cried,

Talked, and thought, and wished that it was just a huge prank.

But when the day came, I step into the classroom,

And see him not there, his spot. His place.

I looked around, everyone teared. Everyone broke down.

It is true. It is. It came out in the papers.

It happened, as all of them told me.

*

That night, I saw him for the last time.

He was as handsome as usual.

His face, was serene.

I looked around,

I see his friends, his bestfriends, family having breakdowns at the crematorium .

I broke down too.

Know this,

You are well loved,

Aaron Teo.

Rest in Peace.

I learn that life is so vulnerable. Life is so short. That people could just go like that.

Unfortunate events happens to good people. It is always like that, because I was once told that, God takes away those he loves dearly. I believe it.

I do regret that I didn't have enough time with him, but I do cherish the memories we, as classmates had together. The way you pronounced seahorse : 'seahooouuRse' and the fact that you talk about phones to me all the time. And the fact that your favourite shop is Pin Kee and you always always call me to come there..

I will remember you ...

Everyone will miss you, Aaron.

Especially us from P3. It wont be the same without you.

Rest in Peace ;

In loving memories of Aaron Teo
1.9.1991 - 8.4.2009

Sleep overs ?

2009-03-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

'so tell me, why should we choose you ..? '
'Because, sir, I'm Azam Malek'

Hahahaha cipet

The best thing about Sleeping overs in my house ! ( few weeks ago ) is that :

1) Everyone can join !

2) And I mean everyone, including Memeng yang Gay. HAHA

3) We can gossip all night long . Note the excitement in Ryan's face :D

4) And we can take pictures of your teeny weeny if you're wearing just boxers and publish them in blogs . Hahaha *(identity is a secret)

5) Or we could watch movie* marathon while other sleeps .

*movie genre according to your interest EHEHEEHEHE wtf

6)Or if that's not enough, you can violate winnie the pooh

7) And do it more often (according to your stamina)

8)OR if that's not your cuppa tea, you can have group orgies !

9)Or you can Shisha your lungs out

10) Or act cute. -.-

11) Or just stone there if you're that boring . * for uncool people

Hahaaaaa again , another random post . I miss those days argh :X . I wanna read a book . Pass me a recommendable book please . I'm that lifeless now , despite the fact that Im having college which requires a whole lot of time doing research and assignments . Ass .....

2009-03-23T10:27:00.001-07:00

All the times .
I had in mind .
But you're not bothered by it.
At all ?

And thinking back
Fuck it
You weren't even there
It was just one sided

Heh ,
I should've known
And just let it go

All I had was carousel in sky
All I have to do now is wake up

But fuck, I hate reality

Random p/s : all pictures in my blog are my personal pictures (including textures and layers).

Gossip Guy Wannabee

2009-03-19T23:42:00.000-07:00

I wish life wasn't this difficult & complicated.
But then again,
where's the fun in that ..?

College assignments/works are piling up man .! Getting more and more everyday. It's never ending ! Seriously hahaha . yeah, all said its SAM ; Self Abuse Matriculation ?

So life's getting better. At least, that's what I'd like to think :) Though my academic results for college aint that good. ARGHH. It isn't good, it isn't bad. It's mediocre. Damn

Why am I always the mediocre? Ok I shall put more effort in life x) Study smart, play hard!

Oh on other note, I think I've the talent to be a paparazzi slash GOSSIP GUY. HAHA .

Let me promote my skills ;-

BREAKING NEWS #1

At approximately 9.37 p.m yesterday, our very own Miss Jessica Ling ku Pau was spotted with a guy. But who..?

The question remains a mystery [ceh bikin gimmick] and it seems that they spend the night together, having fun. Resources had confirmed that both of them had a very close relationship together.

Who would have thought.. our very own, miss Jessica Ling ku Pau is like that.

BREAKING NEWS #2

It seems that Summer Hunk favourite 2008 was behaving indecently in a car, having caused quite a stir lately. It is reported that he was half naked when this picture was taken and there was a girl inside the car with him.

This raises questions from the community, is his behaviour acceptable? This vulgar and immoral activity that he had done (did he do anything with the girl? and being caught? act smarter summer hunk favourite 2008!) had caused him his reputation from being a good role model to a rebuked one.

BREAKING NEWS #3

Singer Airin Ng did a huge mistake by picking her nose at the wrong time. From the resources that we received, Airin was on the way to a party and she stopped driving by a road and picked her nose.

Being a celebrity, Airin, don't you think its not wise to do that? With paparazzi like us around? HarHar :D

IM SO IMAGINATIVE HAHA.

Ok this is a random post and its all fiction (well some of it anyways)

Us being retarded. Hah :P

Goodnight I'm sleepy

Ah Liang aka Ali

2009-03-18T02:22:00.000-07:00

Since writing about friends is in the trend now ; eg Nick's blog, haha so Im gonna dedicate his post a to a good friend of mine.

A chinese.

Ok la Malay if he likes it.

he's Chong Jian Liang, ataupun Ali untuk nama Melayunya.

At first glance, you can see he's the blur nerdy type. Yeah the one that smiles for no apparent reason, or as a way to escape a conversation.

That's one thing about him. Actually we've been classmates since form 4, but he was so *lala at the time that when I converse with him, he'll avoid me by just smiling and walk off.

Example :

Me : Eh Jian Liang , come lepak with us ar (we were one whole big group at the back of class)
Him : *smiles
Him : *Turns around walks off .

Wtf haha babi racist..

OR ;

Me : Wei you look like Jay Chou ah wei ?
Him : *smiles
Him : *Turns around & walks off

WHAT THE SHIT haha fucking langsi right ? And that happens everytime I tried talking to him.

But then when all his friends shifted other class in form 5, he was all so lonely and friendless (ha-ha). And we became good friends since then. (he explained was actually 'malu' not langsi . Right. )

Thus the transformation of him becoming a Malay began =.= ahaha

Don't believe ? ...

And he basically converses in pure Malay now ahahaha . But with very cina accent la. And best part was when I was insulting him about his Lala hair somehow ;

Me : Wei your hair not nice ah.
Him : Eh, jangan caci aku tau.....

Him : ....... Aku gangster ! * with a confident convincing & serious face

*pauses awkwardly

WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHAHA ok la you need to see him saying that. Caci ? Caci ? I don't even use that that in my essay.

And it's weird that I talk to him in english and he replies me in BM now.
eg ;

Me : Eh where you now ? Want lepak ah ?
Him : Aku kat rumah la .... nak lepak mane ?
Me : Anywhere, go ajak anyone
Him : Eh kau ajak ah !! Malas la aku

The next thing you know he might answer a phone call with 'assalamualaikum'!

HAHA ok ah but I promised to lay off his BM skills as he got A for BM in SPM. Its just luck ok dont talk so much ? HAHAHA.

Anyway, the reason I writing all this is because he got NS. So he'll be leaving on Thursday 19th, same as Amirah/Shazwa/Faris and Rowena and few others I can't remember. HEH, anyway dude, HAVE fun in NS ok ?

WE PROMISE WE WILL GO ON A HOLIDAY/CLUBS/PARTYING/ everyday without you, while you're there ok ? HEHE . You won't miss a thing, we'll send you pictures ! HAHA

And when you come back, your hair will be this short again. Sad eh? Since thats the thing you love most in this world hahahaha !

Will definately miss your presence dude ! Come back and you'll be a pure malay then, with a brown skin tone, and who knows .... you might get a malay chick there (dream come true eh?) ! Haha :P

p/s : eh I didn't know you were that popular one leh Liang, Jessica /Nick /Airin also blog about u !
Fuyoh :P

2009-03-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

All the busy streets
Continue straying

But I pause around
To think once more
To experience once more
To see you, once more

But who am I kidding eh..

Yeah, yeah been neglecting this blog.

What happened in Jakarta, I will later tell :D, I'm in no mood to upload pictures as I've little time to online nowadays. Busy .... (ceh)

And SPM results?

Haha I don't wanna talk about it, all you need to know is, it's bad :( But I'm OK, as I had it coming last year. I had way too much fun, not focusing and all. Regretting but who's to blame? Such a disappointment la me :( ..

So remember fellow SPM-takers, belajar betul-betul nak ...

And NS march intake is coming soon, meaning a few of my good friends are going away.. Sad, tapi takpe. It's only for three months, and Im sure you guys would have a blast there. Actually I got NS too, but I deferred it cause Im in college now, so jyeah :P I might be going there when I'm married or something ahahahha

Assignments are as hell lot and I didn't even touch bit during holidays. Stress stress.

*random thought suddenly pops when typing this post

But I'm going out alot lately. Trying to get my mind off some things. To just have carefree fun :) I hope this won't turn out a habit. Too much fun is not a good thing ... Heck, too much of anything is not a good thing ..

Shit why am I telling all these in a blog ? I should stop here. It's like I write what I think.

Anyway, this someone ask me to write about her because she would give me something in return. FWB eh ? HAHAHAHA ;)

Jessica Ling Ku Pau.

She like to teach me bad stuff. Like , cha ling ku pau. Which she tells me is (grab boobs) ?!

And she call me didi or titi ? Which is.... little brother? So let me use all the words you teach me in one sentence ok Ling ku Pau,

JieJie, if cha ling ku pau , later didi's didi wake up laer then?

I'm a genius i know. She's gonna twist my nipple for sure. Damn

HAHAHAHA ok wtf

p/s : Nick , Im getting that Wii ok . I write at least finish unlike u :D

Sam Fiesta

2009-03-05T10:25:00.000-08:00

"You won't admit you love me
And so how am I ever to know?
You always tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps"

;covered by Yuna .

Sam Fiesta was few hours ago, and I'd say job well done to the (student council, if im not mistaken ?) cause its good ;)

AND HEH I GOT A PICTURE WITH YUNA but bloody hell my phone's camera sucks. See there's some light interference. I didn't even know she was coming, until I saw her downstairs.

For those of you who still lives under rock, she broke mainstream a couple months ago. I found out about her in 2007, and thought she was a great musician :) Her songs Deeper Conversations , After Midnight , Rocket , are my favourite :) She has such a good voice, almost like corinne bailey rae+norah jones . Heh .

Go check her out in her official page ! : http://www.myspace.com/yunaroomrecords

Heh, gonna go Jakarta in few hours. I should do some parody of Dawn Yang's famous video like Xiaxue eh ?

Im going to jakarta tomorrow ~

Eh no ... actually ... in a few hours !!

YES ! [*do the coolest face ever]

Then, only I can be more of the stereotype blogger (pfffttt) :P

Will be back on Monday . Oh then Happy holidays friends !

Why .

2009-03-04T07:02:00.000-08:00

One of the reason, of why I'm in my current state is because, well I miss my late cousin. I just remember everything we did together, or planned together every time I log in blogspot/facebook/myspace.

All those times together ..

But that's not all, you see I'm angry at myself.

At times, I see myself not appreciating life, throwing it like that. I don't know why I'm just like that. It's not that I don't try not to. I can't understand my brain itself. Why is so difficult to decipher my thoughts? I don't know. I'm being a huge hypocrite at most times.

Have you ever felt something that, you're truly against it, but somehow you end up giving it in cause you can't control yourself. I'm sure you can relate .. cause apparently it's normal. It's our psychological nature.

I give in to so many sins, and ended up regretting it. Isn't it stupid? And now I often ask, why are there so many temptations in the world? Is it just a tease that god's putting us through, just to see whether we survive or not?

Ok don't get me wrong here, I'm not going against religion. But, why ? why is it so hard? I don't understand. I feel it's just hard to live without committing it. Hahaha call me weak, but maybe that's just my flaw that I have to handle with.

You see, I always think back, why? Why her, of all people?

And I try to remind myself that god loves her.

But now, it seems all too revised now when I keep telling myself that. The 'beliefs' are no longer there. And I'll just feel unsatisfied and confused and at times, really angry.

Anyway, I'm going nowhere with this thoughts. It's like a cycle. I need faith.

..God loves her Azam, He does ..

And I appreciate those who's been inspired/touched by her. It somehow means a lot to me, to know that people can fathom my feelings. Really, it is. Thank you, in a way.

Saifullah

Serena

Naressa

Christina

Tasha

Emo day

2009-03-02T09:16:00.000-08:00

You don't know me , and you said you don't even care .
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains .

Augustana - Boston

Eh what's up people ?

When I blog emo post , you guys complain . Too emo/deep shit . Hahahaha . If I blog happy stuff then Im Xiaxue/shallow/blonde . What the tut la . You guys are bitter & unhappy . Go watch teletubies or barney .

I admit, I've been feeling a lil down. Truth is, well that's life. You know the usual obstacles we're facing daily ? Yeah, everyone's had that before . No need to elaborate. It's just another day .

Me , Jerry , Bat , Eujin , Jessica

But anyhow, through emo songs Eujin and I heard during class, I THINK I FEEL BETTER HAHAHA . You influence me ah Eujin . (h5) Hoho thanks Jessica for the Ipod, god bless for the emo songs you have. Hahaha.

And Jerry, don't diss sensitive people like us. It's only natural HEH-HEH. I know you have a love-hate relationship with Bat. Its too obvious to cover. Just admit you guys love each other will you ? HAHA :D

Yeah way too obvious Jerry .. :P

I just found out their blog links, which they've been hiding from me, HENCE, the reason why I post so many link , ala-ala nak bangga classmate aku cool. Tak macam kau punya.

You spin my head right round

2009-02-27T20:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was stupid .

Though , events are for the better

Bloody , pathetically stupid .

Yeah what the fuck dude ?

But you know what ?

At least I let off the burden

I'm glad that one's there for me .

Yeah , she was there .

I'm glad everyone showed their true colours .

Yeah , they surely did .

I'm glad , I'm disenchanted .

Thank god . I need a change

"Why make someone your priority when they make us an option ?"

HEHEEHEHEHEHEHE KENAPE aku emo sangat ni . WE'RE still young EH aaron ?! WE STILL HAVE 100 YEARS AHEAD OF US HEAHEAHEAHA babi kau aku happy sekarang :D

Baby Alert

2009-02-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

Don't fuck with all your lies Cause ,
You're more like a timebomb
Ready to explode
And when it does , Don't come running back ....

True ?

Reva passed me a link to a shocking news (yeah cause i don't really read newspapers nowadays , hence explaining the late-ness of this news) , and it gives me the chills .

Seriously , what's happening throughout the world la ? Children , having children ? Its reported that ;

Picture & News from; The Sun UK

A thirteen year old just became a dad , at 13 . Yeah he got laid for the first time ever , and it was unprotected , hence , a baby is produced !

BUT COME ON , muka dia je cam aku mase darjah 4 .

Hahaha same kan ? Ok ah , the point is , what the hell ? Dad at 13 ? I bet he doesn't even know how to make milk , or even , will have the initiative to be a responsible dad and all . He's still a kid . That's their nature , being care free & still having fun . Not having unprotected sex with their girlfriends .

It's not that I'm angry at him . It's just that , I think this will somehow turn a norm in the Western Countries . I mean , abortion is considered THE only option when one gets pregnant , at least these young couple had the courage to bring in the child to the world . That , I respect .

But what I don't agree with is , KENAPA BODO SANGAT NI NAK LEPAS GERAM TAK PAKAI PROTECTION . You get what you sought after . Kan dah kene . Hah .

But if this is a norm right ,

what will happen to the world then ?

Im sure they will post pictures like this in their Myspace/Friendster/Facebook profile to show how cool they are .

We're a happy family .

and We got a baby yo , do you have one ?

Have sex and get one .

It's the trend .

Like duh .

Dogs are so last year

Happy Birthday

2009-02-20T22:31:00.000-08:00

What would you do ?
Would you regret , if you stopped and listen .?

Or would you just take the drive ,
and risk all in , just to find out ?

Or would you just thank the message ,
And wondered , what may have been ...

EK ELEH ITS JUST A STOP SIGN AZAM HAHA

So let's take a walk in my class . P3 , to be exact , on 20th February .

Let me first show you the sharperners and pencils of the class wtf :)

The sharperners :-

And the pencils :-

Ahaha wtf . Adam and Kelvin MIA though .

We as a class , love Miss Thing .

Yes we do very much thanks . As a token of appreciation for your endless naggings , we ;

Hahahaha sorry Jovin , I'll miss you calling me fatty .

And it just so happened that two of our classmates just turned 18 today . Which are ;

Michelle Bakaru (ah lyn ah ?!) and Hazel Lai .

So we as a COOL class and very supporting classmates , planned a surprise party in Pizza Hut .

Actually Ashlee (the smart one standing on the foremost left) organised everything *mari tepuk ramai ramai .

And as you can expect from a surprise party , Michelle Bakaru and Hazel Lai was caught off guard when they came in Pizza Hut and was surprised by cheers of happy birthday from us .

See . Jay Lyn with a big big smile , Hazel wanting to cry . I know ah we so good classmates , no need to cry .

Yes blow it girls . It'll help for your future *Grins

Hahaha . Be jealous taylorians , cause our class is the best . :P

Oh and meet my brother from another mother , Jerry Duddette !

Hahahaha girls go take him , he's fking horny , RIGHT susanna ????? HAHAHAHA

Well that's that . IM way lazy to upload all the pictures you guys took :) HE HE .

Not again !?

2009-02-18T23:16:00.000-08:00

Not another time ?!?!

I'd like to meet this sick bastard . Haha . Who in the right mind wanna see my sis ...... orgaZm ing ??!?!?! Aih ...

Oh there was a similar post ; The One of Sister & Redtube

Chibai pervert

Lalalalala

2009-02-18T01:31:00.000-08:00

Your existence brings no meaning ,
just like a wave ,
it all will , sooner or later ,
be crushed .

Wow , it's been quite a time since i updated .. Ceh baru 2 minggu je . Ok my college life is getting more and more hectic everyday . I just had Math Test few days ago , and Psycho test , and just finished Econs and Legal test today . Frightening . Next week theres 3 more test ..

Im sick and tired and frustrated .
Sick , due to the bloody irritating virus . haha gi mati ahhhh
Tired , due to the burning midnight oil - session I've had( hah padan muka last minute sgt blajar )
Frustrated , due to the fact that exam was considerably HARD for me . AH . Fukc it .

Goodbye I want to kill myself with a razorblade :D *nak eksperimen (budak2 jgn ikut idea terlebih kebodohan maksima ini )

HAHAAHAHAHAHA so lame , yet so funny HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf

*the horrible , horrible pic was taken in 2005

Smart Pen

2009-02-05T23:44:00.000-08:00

I can't take this bullshit no more .
Make up your mind .
If fly I go , wait you'll want . F off then .

Can I ask you guys a favour ? See thing is there's this pen . This pen is ..... a smart pen ..

WAIT WAIT . Don't judge first . Its some electronical pen that comes with an ear piece . What it does is ,

1)it could record audio (wooahhh!) ..
2)Not only that , you can write notes with the pen and it'll save/transfer in your laptop straight away (WOAHHH!) .....
3) AND AND , you can even draw piano keys in a paper ;- and when the tip of pen touches one of the keys you drew , you can hear piano notes ! (WOAAAAAAHHHHHHH GG weh) . Tapi serious cool . =O
4)oh and there's more&more functions but I can't remember ..

But wtf it cost RM 450 .

HAHA , gila geek . Ok la , im not doing advertorial , since im not famous enough to do so , but what I'm doing is , asking you guys to do a favour , cause they (the smart pens-people ) were at Taylors few weeks back to promote the brand .

And they did a competition . Who win gets the pen ... Its either you draw , write or wtv la . Then , so I did enter the competition ...

And now , all Im asking is ;

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME !

HAHAHAHA desparados nih . I NEED THE PENNNN ! If you want me to ace for my SAM , do vote . Just fill in the form just for the sake of me being jakun about pen .

Eyelashes dia panjang . BWAWHAWHAH *inside joke wtf -.-

So that's the drawing . No it's not good but wth just vote . Aku nak menang . Aku bagi kau main pen tu kalau aku menang ok ? So vote aku .

Tomorrow (7th Feb) IS THE LAST DAY . Babi ah aku dapat tau main vote2 pun tadi . Arghhhhh tak adil ini .

To VOTE ME ! :D

To see other works . >:(

*** THE link is broken now

*AFTER you vote , you need to verify it in your mail . HAHA please and thanks :P

Gejala ada kamera dan masa berlebihan . We're cool ok .

I think in almost every post , I'll mention I'm cool .. What to do ..... dah betul ..... haha (tak lame lagi aku rase aku kene sepak sbb bajet gila )

Semut Api Bodoh

2009-02-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

Don't stray away , Please .
I need your shelter .

Babi .

Now my left foot can't even fit the my shoes . Amazing what a single small tiny teeny chibaikia red ant could do to my foot . Irritating argh . Now my foot's all swollen+red+stiffened+cramp+hot . I'm limping all the way .

aku tau gambar ni buruk tapi nak tunjuk bukti ; aku kan cool *tak kene mengena

I think it's karma . I saw the ant biting me I smothered it alive with saying ' HAH NAK SANGAT' *evil laughter ; 'padan muka kau , gigit aku sangat'

Then , I think he gave all his toxic stuff during his last breath to my foot for killing him in a inhumane way . Revenge la kira .

Babi kau .

Muahahahhahah amik kau !

And it was self-defense ok . I had the right to defend myself . HE started it ..

Babi . Now I have to wear slippers to College . Haih

Once upon a time

2009-01-30T01:05:00.000-08:00

So , here's a story , but believe what you want to believe , ok ? :)

Ever heard of phrase 'everything happens for a reason ?' or , 'rules are there for a reason' ? , blergh . Here's a perfect story for you guys . It's very much related to my olders post , Wrecked , in May 2008 . Well , actually , the post was pretty much about this story .

Ok there's a few characters of the story . Let me give you a picture of how they look like , just for better imaginations .

[left to right] There's Azamy , Sze Jadey , Airiny , Jian Liangy , Aarony , and Maxy (bukan nama sebenar ) .

It's okay , I'll put on more pictures of the characters throughout the story . Just to make you imagine better ;)

Let's start of with Azamy . Azamy is a little to rebellious at the age of 17 . He wanted to feel the rush of breaking laws . Well , not really , he was just a stupid boy who had a feel to drive without license just because he thought it was 'cool' . UWWWWW wtf hahaha

Often he would sneak and drive the car out without getting caught . So , yet another time ,
he drove his Kembara out . And a Kembara look's like this : -

As you can see , it's not practically the most stable car in the world . And it wasn't made by the best company in automobile .

Ok back to the story , Azamy called Jian Liangy to joined him .

That's Jian Liangy . Jian Liangy is Azamy's bestfriend . He's very blur and bespectacled and thinks he's funny .

After picking Jian Liangy up , they went to Aarony's house because Aarony's joining them too . Some of you might feel Aarony is familiar , this is because he was the winter hunk favourite of 7teen magazine .

Azamy and Jian Liangy is cool sial , dia kawan ngn aaron winterhunk tu .

So after they've gotten together , they thought it wasn't much fun . So in the end , Azamy called Airiny and asked her to join them . Then , Airiny was a writer in her blog with many followers . Her blog was entertaining due to her wacky personality .

But Airiny was in Pyramid shopping with Maxy , her bestfriend . Maxy is well known in school due his so called bad-boy image . With many teachers black-listing him , and girls surrouding him , hoh , typically they would all label him a bad boy .

So yeah that's Maxy . He also has this fetish over cars and loves drifting .

So Azamy went and drove to Pyramid to pick them up . So then there were 5 of them . But Aarony insisted to fetch Sze Jadey . Azamy reckons Aarony has a thing for Sze Jadey . But only god knows . hahahahaha wtf

Sze Jadey was a smart and good girl , with a Paris Hilton attitude , which Azamy thinks its funny . But her personality does suit her well .. haha

So after picking her up from her home , they all cramped up in the car . All six of them decided to have chendol at a famous chendol vendor nearby .

Upon having their chendol , someone with a smart brain , suggested to go on Carrefour's rooftop to let others (who had no experience in driving at all ) drive . So , another someone with a stupid brain , agreed , which is Azamy .

Azamy was naive and stupid at the same time , thinking that letting them learn how to drive at a smooth car-free environment would do no harm . He was indeed very wrong .

He drove up to the rooftop of carrefour , and gave Airiny a chance to drive .

Azamy and Jian Liangy went out of the car because it was too cramped up inside . Maxy , who at the time had his license took in charge of teaching Airiny of how to drive .

All was well when Airiny drove . Then it was Aarony's turn to try and drive . Aarony is also very known to his love to do jack-asses stunts and Maxy loves to drift ....

So Azamy began to worry , but he thought it was gonna be allright . What harm could they do eh ? In a smooth and distraction-free area ?

So then the nightmare began .

While Azamy and Jian Liangy was talking , Azamy heard a loud screech . And he saw this ;

WHAT THE FARK ? yes , he saw the Kembara swerved to the right , and rolled to the over to the side , and flipped 360 degrees . Those smart people on the wheels DRIFTED a FREAKING KEMBARA and it FREAKING CRASHED .....

Yes . It was all like in the movies . Where the car makes a sharp turn and somehow flipped 360 degrees and still keeps moving foward dengan macho-nye .

But this was no movie , there were 4 lives inside there . And the car wasn't moving . It remained dead there -.- .

Azamy was in deep shit . And it all came down to one thing , why the hell did he took out the car in the first place ? Serves him right . Serves him right for breaking the law .

For few seconds , Azamy and Jian Liangy remained silent , stunned , of what just happened . And Azamy was scared shitless thinking of his friends . Luckily , Aarony suddenly came out of the car saying 'OMG OMG WHAT JUST HAPPENED OMG OMG' in the gayest way possible .

Maxy followed Aarony go out and later Sze Jadey came out . When Airiny came out Azamy was so shocked to see she was bleeding through her nose and had bruises on her forehead .

She practically bled her blood out , but she didn't feel any pain . And Airiny , being a faithful blogger with a lot of followers , happily asked Azamy to take a picture of her ..... bleeding .. to entertain her fellow readers ..

And I , as a story-teller would avoid the drama and conflict happened between them , just to shorten the story . After time and time of debating ;

Azamy was feeling confused and angry at the same time . He couldn't blame Aarony for DRIFTING A FREAKING KEMBARA ..... He couldn't blame Maxy for loving to drift , and persuading Aarony to drift ........ It all comes down to his fault .

HE brought out the car . HE drove to carrefour . HE gave them the keys .

BUT BUT BUT , AARONY CRASHED THE CAR ?!?!? hahaha

wtf so much drama la this story .... ok lah , senang cerita , it's both of them's fault . So win win ok everyone ? ok happy ? good . But in the end , all of them paid for their faults . It's good for them to learn . Though , some people never learn . haih

So the moral of the story is ... DON'T BREAK THE LAW . DON'T BREAK THE RULE . SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN . AND IF IT HAPPENS , YOU KNOW SOMEHOW IT'S A BLESSING IN DISGUISE .

oh , before i forget , Aarony's work of art ;

THE end .

he-he . Im a cool story teller ok .

*ABOVE IS PURELY FICTION :P .... he he he he he he

Huh ?

2009-01-28T07:40:00.001-08:00

Say What ?

What am I to you . ?

Another experiment .
Another test drive ?
just , Another being ?

Yes .
No.
I' m not sure ...

I thought so , too .

Neutral

2009-01-27T08:12:00.000-08:00

Okay I've been abandoning this blog a long time . Truth is I don't feel like blogging , cause I'm apparently pathetic and have a lame life (apparently!) . Yeah . You know , the time of life when you when you wake up , watch tv , online , hang about for a while , read , or wtv you do you call fun , and sleep back ..... doing the same stuff everyday ?

Yes , currently I'm having that-part of life-stage . But no , don't get me wrong , Im enjoying every moment . Well friends do play a big part in my life , without them , I'd be literally lifeless . Hahahaha wtf ok enough about praising my friends .

Now I'm gonna tell the long-due post that I've been meaning to post for a long time .

WHY YOU SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT GO TO USA :-

5 Reasons you should go for US : -

1. The Food .

HAHAHA ok knowing me , you guys should prolly understand why . It might not be because of the food is majorly awesome , it just might be me , loving to eat . But food's still food . They're good . They're the reason i live , i live to eat :D hahaha .

Though , I must admit that they have the best cereal ever . It really is different than in Malaysia's Koko Crunch , Corn Flakes , Honey Star , dan lain lain . The designs are more complex (so what =.= ) HAAHAHA ok its irrelevant , but I do get amused by little stuff like these . And they taste way better . And oh , Haadgen Da'az also serves my favourite flavour (which they don't serve here) , Pralines and Cream . Fuyoh !

Only Baskin Robins have that here , Ape ni , nak duit tak eh Haadgen Da'az ? Marah ni , marah .

But the desserts they have in Ralphs or Walmart doesn't stand a chance the desserts they have in Mark's and Spencer's . Mark's and Spencer's are WAY WAY better . But you can find that in England .

And there's this thing called Churros , which is heavenly ! Haha , its like the crispy version of the pretzels , hot sommore you know , sprinkled with cinnamon+sugar ! Imagine eating it on a breezy-cold evening .

Oh yeah , me being a Muslim , I can't eat non-halal meat . You know , the one where they potong or in right word , sembelih the animals ? Yeah , to have halal meat , they have to recite a few al-quran phrases and cut a certain way . And in America , since it's not a Muslim country (duh!) , they don't practice that . So ....

Alamak -.-

Yeah I can't eat those feathery fluffy yummy animals there . Yeah .. I'm quite surprised my friends didn't know I couldnt eat them there . Yeah , we take things for granted don't we ? Hahaha .

But with restrictions , temptations do come along .... me and my siblings drooled over foods like ; -

Roasted Turkey Leg ..... Argh haha ! yeah , that's one of them . It looked so juicy ... and imagine all the roasted ribs and steaks and burgers and everything . Yes . Imagine . So close , yet so far .

So what do we live on you ask ??

Italian Food , Veges , Chinese food , Seafood , and Junkfoods . Well yeah :) . Nevertheless , the food I ate was great !

2.Shopping .

Well , I'm not a big fan of shopping (pft! right ) but seriously , the items they sell here are cheap ! I mean half-price cheap , stuff like Guess , DKNY , La-Coste , Adidas , Nike , Juicy Couture , Kenneth Cole , Hugo Boss , LV , Prada , Burberry , Victoria Secret , Levi's , French Connection , ........ well you get the point .

Truth to be told , my family went crazy . Balistic , in fact . I've never seen anyone shopped that much of stuff in my whole life ... But who am I to say ? Im nothing less comparing them .. hahahahahah

Really , the stuff is reasonable there . Not that its THAT cheap , but it's a bargain . Because they have factory-outlet stores there . And the factory outlet stores there sell original items with 3/4 or less of the actual price . Good stuff aint it ?

US also sells stuff we don't have in Malaysia such as Playboy . So grab the chance . Hahaha

The first day after we arrived in LA . wtf right . that's only the first day . And I didn't buy anything that day . That's the girls' .

3.The Theme Parks !

Muka - muka separa mati . HAHAHAHA

California alone has a few theme parks . Disneyland , Sea world , Universal Studios , Magic Mountain , and some Safari Land .

Here ? Sunway Lagoon !!! WEEE .

But travel further you can get to the most advanced theme park in Malaysia .. Genting Highlands !!! we have spiderman-ride here !! YEAYY !!!

-.-

OK la It's actually not bad . But , really , since I've been in US , I started to judge Malaysia's facilities and all , not that I'm not grateful or what , but WE CAN DO BETTER than we are now . There's still plenty of room for improvement . But who ? Who can lead Malaysia to the better ?

EH dah lari topic HAHAHA ok , back to the theme park .

The first park , I went was :-

Universal Studios .

Hoho , this place is basically a studio at first . But later expanded to theme park & entertainment area . There's plenty of rides there , be sure to catch The Mummy Ride and Simpson Ride .. Oh and the Jurassic Park Adventure thing .

The Mummy Ride is like a roller coaster ride , Jurassic Park Adventure is like the ride where you'll be on the water and then free fall , nothing much , but I recommend you go try The Simpsons . It's a 3-D Ride , but it feels so real ! The ride just move about 180 degrees and all , but it beats anything else there , hands down .

Oh and be sure to go to the studio-tour .

Yeah , that place is basically a HUGE&HUMONGOUS outdoor studio . Yeah , the place where they shoot gladiators , heroes , desperate housewives , jaws , war of the worlds , grinch , csi , .... ok countless movies and tv series .

If you're lucky , you get to see stars acting while you go on the tour . Like the cast of desperate housewives . I reckon they shoot everyday , so you might get lucky ;) . As for me , well , let's just say I'm not that lucky . Haha

Then we went to ; -

Disneyland !

The famous Disneyland . This place is good place if you're seeking for a genuine fun day out . But may I remind you , if you wish to go on a ride , you'd be waiting for more than 1 hour long due to the long lines . It'll really test your patience :)

Though , the rides tend to be a bit childish , and there's little of that feeling of adrenaline rush when you ride them . But what do you expect right ? It's disneyland , it's a place to remind you of your childhood! There's many of rides to chose from , and if you buy the ticket , you're entitled to go for 3-days entry . So you'd have time to explore everything .

Thus , being there , you have to unleash your inner child with your siblings ! hahaha

WEEEEEEEEE . kita cool ok .

There's another park called SeaWorld .

In this park , you'd be able to catch few shows and the main stars are the animals . Its interesting how smart they can be . Communicating , entertaining us with their cute acts . This park would be fun if you're the more conservative type and if learning interests you . But it's no doubt another fun park .. Oh , there's arcades there , and guess what : -

I beat my sister at that pukul-that-thing machine . HAHAHA . And my dad lost to Aliff . Ape ni Daddy .

Whilst you guys are there , DO NOT MISS MAGIC MOUNTAIN . I repeat , don't miss magic mountain theme park !

It's by far the best park I've been to . Beats Movieworld/Dreamworld/Seaworld/Disneyland . Heck , its the place you can find the scariest ride . Haha . I took no pictures , but you can see them in the page . Try googling six flags magic mountain .

You won't regret going there . Some of you might even pee in the ride hahahahaha!! THAT scary . Sape makan cili terasa pedas ok :P

4.Las Vegas

Oh well , Sin City .
What can I say . Its a great experience , but for me , it's not a family-trip kind of vacation spot . HAHA . You can find everything there . Ehehe .... LOL

It's most famous for it's gambling area . Me being curious , I tried to play the machine with the fruits2 thingy . HAHA ..

So I put on .... $5 .

Then I press the button ..... There in the screen , number 7 appeared in the first box ....
and 7 again ...
and another 7

HAHA WTF i won $50 like that . SO happily I took the receipt and redeem it . Wahahhah goyang telur dapat duit . wtf .. beginner's luck la kot ;)

Oh thing about Vegas is , you can get married ... in a few hours . HAHA , you know , the Britney Spears' case when she married her bestfriend when she was drunk ? Hahaha , yeah me and my family went to the instant-marry chapel service . Kita kan cool .

Nak , sesape ? haha !

Cubaan melompat tak jadi #1

Cubaan melompat tak jadi #2

WOAH ! alast haha

5.Hooters .

Hooters is like any other Chilli's or TGI's food-chain , but this particular brand had claim popularity through their sexy skimpy-wearing waitresses ( i think . HA ) . And their waitresses aint that ordinary looking , they look like models , with jugs .

Yeap , that's the uniform .

Food-wise , isn't that great . I prefer Chilli's or TGI's . But anyhow , the menu has more variety ...

Yummy variety . hahaha

Control , control . *hmph hmph

Thus , that's the reason why you should go to US . Haha . If you do go , do che

5 Reasons you shouldn't go to the States ;

1.Hollywood Walk of Fame isn't so glamorous after all .

Yes . It's true . We picture it to be very exclusive (well , from what the media is picturing) and it's just another street in a city with the star's name . And some dog poop to compliment them .

2.Forget Hot Babes , You won't find any .

Again , the media is picturing America all the wrong things !! I DID not see any hot chicks while I was there . Ok there was . but only a few . WTF that's the LA you guys have been talking about ? : |

3.We make better looking Cupcakes .

Agree ? Hah . Blardy American bakers . We rule .

4.I found the Ugliest looking Barney ever .

HAHAHAHA see even Aliff's face is like , 'what in the world ....'? Barney ke raksaksa ultraman ni ...

5.They support Israel .

Credits to BenLim's blog

This might be the strongest point . I may not know everything but who has the right to create wars against others ? People are dying . Childrens are dying . The only thing we could do is crippling their economy . Let's just do our part and contribute to the victims .

I know this seems weird cause , I talked how great is US and all , and in the end asking you guys to not support their economy . But yeah , that was before I learnt that they supported Israel .

What would you feel , if our country is attacked , and you know others could save you , but didnt ?

Just give it a thought .

As for me , I am always feeling neutral , towards anything . What I can do , I would do . What I can't , what can i do ..

unusualness

2009-01-17T05:53:00.001-08:00

Few of the family

: - "comparisons are easily done when you've had a taste of perfection " ?
: - "oily marks appear on walls , where pleasure moments hung before " ?
: - "the truth is hiding in eyes , and it's hanging on your tongue " ?
: - "it all goes passing by , all goes passing by" ?
: - "i'm trying not to think about it , can't you just let me be" ?
: - "dan , bila engkau menghilang , musnahlah impian" ?
: - "now hang me up to dry , you wrung me out too, too, too many times " ?
: - "tell me your secrets , ask me your questions , oh lets go back to the start" ?
: - "and tell all the ones you love , anything and everything you feel" ?
: - "whatever tomorrow brings , i'll be there" ?
: - "well open up your mind and see like me , open up plans and damn you're free" ?
: - "i don't see what anyone can see , in anyone else , but you" ?
: - "the words the would meant , things that were broken , but now its far too late" ?
: - ku rangkai kata , ku rangkai nada , - yang semua menghilang" ?
: - "we were as one babe , for a moment in time .. -" ?

well guess which is which .. ?

see how screwed up my mind now is , ah blame the psychological nature of an inspired&hopeful being ...

please read&fathom that particular abstract

Short Few Months

2009-01-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

Santa Monica Beach

Okay sorry for being unreachable lately , I know some people who wanna contact me is cursing their way to call me , cause yeah apparently i left my beloved phone inside the washing machine when I was in US , and of all the days of the year , my house phone decided to went dead .... wth ? ..

But no worries , I should be getting my 017 number soon enough ... I hope .. haha .

There's really nothing to update nowadays cause , honestly , Im still trynna get used to college life , and really it's tiring as hell . I've had too much of careless days now it feels weird to have to go to do 'something' .

Anyway , will post regarding my trip to USA in few days to come ;) .

Some Random Father and Daughter bonding ;

Of all the days
Why now that you feel ;
That you felt your anomaly growing bigger within
That once you've put into denial
That once you believed it was gone
That once haunted you
Came back to claim yourself
And you found yourself ,
Sitting on the porch ,
Introducing and learning ;
All over again

Seems like , you can never really run from your past .. Why can't we just believe what we want , just like when we were little .?

No I'm not emo , I just feel the need to write shit

SAM

2009-01-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

Not to boast or what , but seriously college had been exuberant . On 5th , after orientation we were placed into our classes . I only knew 2 person there , Susanna M Lim and Adam Andrew . I was actually unsatisfied with the fact that I have to stick to my classmates for the whole year .

Originally in my head I though we'd be swapping classmates/class every subjects , or we'd be learning in a huge lecture hall where everyone who's taking that subject will be inside , but instead its pretty much like schooldays (ceh ) . But all's good now , i kinda know all my classmates already .

I've people from Sarawak and all around Malaysia in class , so when you think of it , it's kinda cool having us mixed up like that .

And the learning system there , is extremely entertaining . I would say it's nothing like high school . Yeah , times when you were spoon-fed every knowledge or information that's written on textbook . Here we do activities and research ourselves . Thrilling actually , when you think of it .

Oh by the way Im taking 5 subjects for SAM .
1.English
2.Mathematics
3.Psychology
4.Legal Studies
5.Economics

I think the subjects I enjoy the most so far is Psychology and Legal Studies . For Psychology we did quizzes (you know , the personality test from cleo's all that ? ) and testify whether its reliable or not . We even played some games whereby you have to speak 2 statements , for one is false and one is true . So we guys have to figure out which is true

Our psychology teacher gave an example : *oh she was wearing ALL brown by the way .

she said :
........' A) I like the colour Brown - '
................'- or B) I like the colour Pink .

she asked ;

.......'so which is true ? - '
..................'- those who say statement A is correct , raise up their hands'

And practically everyone in class raised up their hands . I kinda know this is a trick question so I chose statement B .

...... 'Alright , I like the colour Pink '

Surprisingly , everyone was amused by this . Ok wtv moving on ; I'll give you guys a try on this . These are my statements , which is true ?

A: I like to eat .
B: I dont like to eat .

Ok I give you time to think .

I know it's a hard one .

Haha !

When i said this , the lecturer gave me a sarcastic smile and blurted ;
' oh LET me guess ...... *pauses* ........ - A ?'

Aduh ! hahah i know la i know . ish . Anyway that game basically is not to judge a book by its cover . Psychology is like the study of human behaviour , how mind works , and to see a clearer picture & to analyse your surroundings . Cool eh ?

Can't wait to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S and some movies the lecturer gonna bring us in . All we do is just watch .... and try to decipher their personality . Haha :D

Oh and about Legal Studies . Woah , it's really informative . Coming from a lawyer-family-orientated background , I never had the initiative to ask about Law . But it really is interesting learning them . We had a debate over controversial issue on the very first day ;

'Do you agree on homosexuality / same-sex marriage ? '

So there were only 3 people who was against it . All was pro-homo . Haha . But somehow , lecturer called me up and ask me to explain why I'm pro-homo .

Obviously I stuttered alot because ... I also am not sure why ? So I just crapped .....

......'Oh .. because they're still humans ... and I have friends which are gays .... uuhh ... I mean it's not right to discriminate them just because of who they are ? I mean they have rights too , just like others .... - '

And the lecturer cut me off and disagreed ( oh he was pro-homo too , he was just testing me )
.......' But why !? It's against the religion ?!?! It's wrong ! It's not natural ?!?! '

And Im like ...
......'uhh .. oh .... but still it's not right to have like double standards ... umm ....they have rights too ... umm oh shit .....' Imagine my face .

But I tried defending my opinions , still . Then he cut again ...

...........'You queer ! '
....................'You fag !'

Wtf . I really am clueless what to reply HAHAHAHAHA imagine la your lecturer say that to you . But he said earlier in class not to take this personally cause he is just teaching you to voice out .

And I just stood there and just smiled innocently HAHAHA wtf

Somehow that made me eager to say what my opinions are . Made me felt good , to be heard , even just for a few sentences , after being bombarded with all those comments hahahahaha !

Oh today Lyn joined our class . You know her , how fickle her mind is . Ha-ha

And who knows , best have yet to come ! Yeahhuu ;)

Christmast party ?

2008-12-30T23:59:00.001-08:00

Few days back was Nathaniel's Christmas party . I've been waiting for his cooking (or so he said he cooked ) for months . Nak gak ah judge how capable he is in cooking .

Needless to say it was excellent ! Sedap sampai paksa diri berak nak makan lagi hahahaha wtf . Or I just love to eat :D Either way , it's still damn good . Especially the wings . And there were so many types of cakes on the table . Fuih !!! NO im not complaining harhar!!

Oh look , I've scored myself a prom queen . Way to go ! HAHA

And they had another surprise there during the party . Since Deayana's birthday is on 31st of December , and Devin was 1st of Jan , we surprised them with a cake .

Happy bday to you guys :D !

Oh Nathaniel blew out all the candles before they could with his laugh . Had to lit all the candles back .

So got to meet a number of friends . Good thing cause its been so long I've seen them . Practically all my close friends came . But some didn't . ARGH tak rindu aku ke korang ?! hahahaha

Muhibah ! melayu cina india . yes kami terbaik yo

Wawa and Deayana :)

Bunkface wannabee ? Oh

Damn . Action caught on cam

I had fun :)

Surprise !

2008-12-29T01:17:00.000-08:00

Goodbye US and A , Hello back Malaysia ! Home sweet home ! I miss nasi lemak ! HAHA

Las Vegas Baby ! Sin City !

Haha . So I've been to US for 2 weeks , which was quite an experience . But I'll tell that another time cause I've taken few thousands of pictures . Anyway the previous post is nothing but a gimmick . Or so I thought it would be .... failed attempt . All the crashed aeroplanes , messed up houses , its a screwed up place i tell you ... But all will be explained later on . Its was actually a set-up studio for movies . Like an outdoor studio , that was inside the Universal Studios . Some of you might find it familiar cause they used this outdoor-studio in war of the worlds :D

I admit I've missed alot while i was there . Alot progressed , a lot changed . I just have to be happy with how every pieces of puzzle fits :) Not to say its easy to do so . And ironically all progressed out except all my problems . How i wish it were to .... Haih

And about the very angry post before , the-i-pour-every-vulgar-word-i-know-post after prom , i apologise for being a lil too expressive . But I will stand on my judgements , i mean , yes you guys can give constructive criticism , but not pure insult because you have personal problems with the committee . But past was the past .

Talking about past , what about my future ? Oh wow , I'm having orientation day on 5th at Taylor's Subang . I'll be taking SAM in Taylors , yeah apparently with subjects that I have no idea of . Legal studies , economics , pyschology ?!?! Arghh, part of me is scared , part of me is thrilled , part of me is freaking ecstatic . New faces new people new lifestyles new exposures . Uwww nice

Anyway . Did I happen to mention I have the bestest friends ever ? HAHA . Seriously

So the day I arrived to Malaysia , on 12.12pm on 2nd of January i felt something was gonna happen . SOMETHING was about to happen . But wth , I wouldn't trust my instinct . So biar ah that feeling .

Ok la , so about 12.40 I came out the the gate . Then I saw a pair of eyes peeping through a pillar . So I was very blurred out and dizzy cause I just came out from 15-hours flight from US . So I ignored . Kept pushing the trolley away from gate .

Then I saw the eyes again . What the ... that's familiar .....

Is it wawa's ??

Still denying its wawa , I kept walking . At that time I was still contemplating in my head .

What the shit are they doing here ? Is that even them ? ....... Nahh

And while I was walking I looked back at the pillar (it was a big one a few people can hide behind it ) . There I saw ;

Nathaniel and Ridhwan and Wawa all jumping (well i thought they were ) like little kids holding a 2 pieces of banner that they made themselves .

It was written in the banner ;

W.H's family .

and

Azam GEMOK !

ahh , talking bout stating the obvious hahahaha

Oh all these pictures were taken from Ridhwan's camera :

There you go . My lovely banners .

Muka-muka bosan tunggu luar gate . Haha

Ridhwan's only and only original pose :P

And my jaw literally dropped for a while . It was a good thing I didn't drool after that . Let alone cry . Crying and drooling , wth not a pleasant sight .

Haha , I mean . What the tut right man ? Haha which kind friends would surprise you in the airport after you've left to overseas , for about 2 weeks . HAHA . may i remind you , i've been out for 2 weeks . Woaw I appreciate you guys more than anything !

Seriously . Haha :D That's Aliff , my annoying nephew . But I love him eventhough his hyperness could kill me

WH's family . Me , mom , Aliff , Dad , Kakti , Kakja , Abang Feisal . Notice all the 15 hours worth of tiredness in our faces . Senyum tak ikhlas tu :)

Once again , thanks guys :)

What ... ?

2008-12-22T04:44:00.000-08:00

Can't believe what happened ....

Will blog when I have the time . Don't worry , I'm still fine

Ignorant fuckers

2008-12-17T07:33:00.000-08:00

Fuck . You're getting way fucking personal .

You don't know half the shit we went through and fuck it if you don't understand . Yes im fucking fed up with all the shits we've been through and in the end getting all those fucking stupid comments saying all those fuckings stuff . Fuck you , you inconsiderate bastard(s) .

Was it our fault our emcee was vulgar ? Fuck you Im fucking vulgar right now cause you guys are so fucking dumb for judging us without having solid proof to reason it out . Try to fucking organise prom and you'll fucking know how fucktd up we feel when we do our best and in the end getting all those fucking harsh comments . Yes if we did bad , you can voice your opinion but fuck , dont say we fucking deserve what we're going through now !

Originally our emcee was someone else , that we were informed very entertaining , and was it our fucking fault that the very day before prom he said he couldnt make it and he'll send 2 other emcee as replacements ? So fucker(s) please understand , and now go fuck off if you understand that small peanut brain of yours .

And what the fuck ? If you say that we cant organise an event you should fucking join and step up in our committee , as we OPENED our committee to everyone , fucker(s) ! Why didn't you step in and show your real talent of just talking bullshits ? Fuck you . Dont you just talk shit !

And if you guys would've supported us in the first place we could've avoid everything else .

And if you're not satisfied with the voting system go fucking die you ! You're not satisfied with the winners , go fuck off and grow up ! I would love to explain WHY we didnt use the paper we provided and WHAT happened but fuck it you're not matured and are too shallow to understand the complexity of the situation . Emcee clearly stated that it was crowd-cheer that would determine the winners , and guess what ? The winner got the loudest cheer ! WOAH ! surprising ?!

and WOAH , you're fucking unsatisfied with that ? FUCK you ! I know there's just one or two of you pretending to be many , stop spamming and fucking grow up .

Besides all those harsh comments , EVERYTHING WAS GREAT . thanks for those of you guys who supported it :)

And by the way , 'you' should really learn 'how to have fun' . Cause from what I've received so far , our prom is a success and the best , despite everything we're going through . :D

And thanks for those who said more of the good stuff about our prom , and that alone made me think it's worth the time and sacrifice :)

Phew , Luckily im leaving for US tomorrow , and now I definately dont have the mood to upload pictures . OH , gonna miss friends , don't go anywhere further than Kuala Lumpur without me okeh , muahahah :D

Will be back in Malaysia on 2nd January !

HAIR dye

2008-12-13T11:59:00.000-08:00

My room turned into a saloon . Originally I decided to dye my hair for fun . Eugene and Nat came , somehow spontaneously they want to dye too :D

And so we did .

Together .

Very happily .

And jakun-ly, as we were way new .

Haha !

Haaahaaaaa . loserh

Haaaaahaaaaaaaa . major loserh

Haaaaahaaaaa . capital loserh

Haaaaahaaa . ROCKSTAR weeewit !

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Haha I know , we're jobless shits . But what to do , we were so free and were tired of hanging out same place same spot doing same thing everyday :)

And the results :

WHAT THE FARKKKKK ?!

That's like a very very very very very very tiny teeeny shade of brown on you Liang !

This one lagi lah . No brown at all . Sigh

Only our ROCKSTAR got a faint brown colour on his hair . A bit lah . Sikit je , tak banyak .

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WHAT THE SHIT ?! It is still black . BLACK ..

And Nat wasn't satisfied .

In the end , Nat and me dyed again (yes , .. again) to lighter brown . AND THERES NO FREAKING DIFFERENCE . Except when I'm under sunlight . That too , you need to take a look for 10 times to notice . Sigh .

Conclusion : Hair products are a waste of money and time to black-heads . Especially REVLON's . So just go to a freaking saloon . Thats what they're for . But if you want to get a laugh with friends , try dyeing together . It's hilarious how clueless we are in these products .

Modelling

2008-12-12T04:57:00.001-08:00

So , hah , Nat did his magic to my Mom and everything was back to normal . Bye bye aftershock-grounded-phase . So apparently she thought I was making up everything and Nat went and crystallised everything . So the grounded phase lasted not more than 12 hours . Haha .

Couple days back was Raya Haji . So my family invited all other extended members of the family to celebrate it together ;

Yuho , eat eat eat !

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Bahaha somehow it was boring after couple of hours . Kakti dragged me to photoshoot her . Argh , vainpot ! Acho . Akibat mempunyai kakak yang vain dan seorang adik yang mempunyai kamera .

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'Kakti , not good enough . More emotion ! More ! Give me more !!'

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No . Not fake smile . Make loveeeee to the camera Kakti ! (wtf) , GIVE me FIERCE !!
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What the .. -.- .... Haih okay maybe you're just not born to be Tyra Banks .
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A few lessons for dearest model-to-be , take it from the pros okay ?

Do's and Dont's in a photoshoot :

DO :

Bajet hot . Or at least try to act like one .
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DONT :

Bajet cute . It's not 'chio' . HAHA

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Think that you're romeo . *cough cough
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Do your kinky face in front of your brother . Haih .. I'm having goosebumps already

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Kakti on table ! HAHA

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading ...

;love story

And it's not worth it anymore .

Haihh , I have such a vain family *grins

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Alamakatak

2008-12-09T12:06:00.000-08:00

Kakti and me

Wow for the first time in my life , I'm grounded . Farkerty furkety firkety grounded hahaha .

WEIHHHH wth I'm already 17 and why oh why at such time after SPM I have be grounded . How much lamer can my life be ? Just because I'm helping a needy friend up till 4 am , WHICH is completely true , IM ended up grounded . And the reason ? Cause I didn't call .

Actually , I dont want to ganggu your beauty sleep la Mama , and Im scared you'd scold through the phone , and I just don't want you to get involved with their problem . And so smart of me , thought I could pull it off coming home using the front gate . Countless of sneaking out tak pernah kantoi , but THIS ? (which is actually a good thing , helping people ? right ??! )

OK lah , a teenager is bound to get grounded at least for once . BUT ... after SPM ?.... Sigh . I reckon this grounded-thing would end soon . I hope , I'd just show my puppy eyes and it'll be gone HAHA

Ok I'm obviously making a big deal out of this , and I don't want you guys to think I'm somewhat mentally-challenged , I'm not by the way .

Let's change topic :

Deayana in padang

Have you ever felt like you're stuck ?
Uprooted in a place .
You can't move . You can't think straight .

Aliff inside the house

All you want is to move on ; and to go outside ,
To live a new life . A better life ?

Some random cacated roses

But deep inside , somewhere inside ,
you're loving this guilty trip

Acecehhh azam jiwang karat besi doh . Ok bye

Random

2008-12-07T03:14:00.000-08:00

My blogskin is becoming common . Sad , cause I thought I was the only one who found this skin . I tweaked and adjusted some html only to find out that everybody uses this skin . I wished I knew someone who could design websites .. for free lah .

So yesterday was APIIT's prom/party and Safiah forced me to go . So without fail she invited others SJ-ians cause she was an ex-SJ too . Originally , I thought it'd be hot & wild * party but turned out to be quite calm (?!) up till around 10:30 . Eugene and Nat wanted to go back , the party was just starting (ARGHH why so late ?!) . Dancefloor pun baru je bukak , tak sempat nak cuci mata sbb dah nak balik (wtf azam? : | ) hahaha . All in all it was fun , though I didn't get the chance to mingle around with others .

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For you twilight(ers) , get ready to puke . Because I have a friend . Wannabee Edward Cullen , and he's serious . Don't sat I didnt warn you :P
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Uhm , pale skin ,brown eyes and hair . you dont wanna know what i had to edit to get this pic :P

.....................' I know what you are'
....................................*dup dap dup dap
.......................''Say it ...... '

.......................................*gulps *

...............................................'a ..... - cinapek ' HAHAHA

*btw sorry liang , I didn't know you'd terasa :P ...

to show how cool i am as a photographer (ek eleh) I've actually captured decent pics of you for you to brag later on to cover your uncool-ness obsession of Edward Cullen :P

Let me be hypocritical , kids , don't smoke .

Genting

2008-12-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

Genting was fun . I was expecting to go to the theme park though , but we didnt . But it was still a memorable experience .

Best part was probably when Airin & Jade took a big and long shit . First it was Airin , then Jade . So Airin's + Jade's = STINK BOMB . The whole room smelt like .. *uhm* .. their shit ! ... seriously I thought girls' shit doesnt smell ( well that's what I wanted to believe ) . I was VERY VERY wrong . I shit also not that smelly HAHA . Tu la Jade , eat candies for breakfast sommore .

Ok prolly not the best 'part' la . It could be the fact that Jay Lyn lost her voice in the haunted house , which it wasn't even scary . At all .. OK lah , I admit I ran after I saw the moving statue . That thing even scared Aaron . Haahaaaaa loser . Or was it when John got suddenly pissed off when we played pictionary cause I looked at what Sze Jade was drawing .

Oh the fact that Lyn slept like a guy which took over 2/3 of the whole bed , where supposedly it were to fit me liang her and aaron . And Jade kept laughing over things which AREN'T even funny at all cause she was hyper . She ate almost everything we bought . Name it , as long as it has high sugar content , she'll eat it .

Oh maybe it's how Davina was so different when she's with her Mikesh . So polite one . Not like herself only . Haha .

Well here's some pictures . Took them from Airin's blog . Go to her blog to read more :)

Can see in the picture we trying the 'sze jade' pose . Hoho .

Oh for those who are going for SJ PROM NIGHT , we the committee will be in Pyramid tomorrow to sell tickets . Meet us around Starbucks (OLD WING) around 2-3pm ++ . Get your prom tickets , it's getting closer to the date ;)

p/s : I've no mood and inspiration to blog , sigh

Condoms !

2008-12-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

Malaysia is not a safe place anymore . Agree ? Everyday in newspaper you'll read stories of how people get killed/slashed/raped/kidnapped and so on . Im scared dowh ...

And just when I thought of my neighborhood is kinda safe , I was terrified upon knowing a standard 6 kid was brutally smashed with a beer bottle on his head a couple days ago . Yeah , a friend told me that his mom saw the whole incident in front of his house . A family was walking by and suddenly there's this stupid bastard drunk who's on a motorcycle came and smashed the kid with the bottle . And the bottle was broken till bits . I dont know what happened to the kid , I just hope the kid's okay , that's all . And i wish for eternal sufferings for the drunk bastard .

And during SPM , i was studying in my room , and suddenly there was a loud loud scream for help . It was kinda altered the walls of my house so I couldn't make up what was that . But I quickly rushed to the window and saw a girl was running away . Next day Amira Hani told me that it was her cousin who got robbed in front of my house . The dudes were waiting for their prey in the padang and they were holding knifes . Hell , I wish a wholesome tormented life to them .

And once I even got chased by these bagladeshi dudes . There were 5 of them in a Proton Saga car and hell they thought I was stupid enough to entertain them when they asked for directions . I avoided them when they confronted me , but they became aggressive when I ran off . They practically chased me with the car till I'm inside my house ..... Nasib baik aku tak terberak sane , haha . Well it was partly my fault cause it was already 4 am. Haha

With all these cases that happens almost daily and increasing bit by bit , what'll happen in years to come ? Waow la . Police ah ? They can't do everything and they have 'bigger' problem like getting rasuah , oh sensitive issue , opps ... cakap taknak kepada rasuah ! :P But what can the police do actually ? With little money income (except all the high rankings) to support their family , and with tough responsibility and job , others would go to the wrong directions . Right ?

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Oh and wanna hear a funny story ? It's true .

I have a friend , lets just call him S (to save the embarassment) , he went to a supermarket with his mom . And S here thought that the Durex Strawberry Condom was a candy (as it was on the candy place near the paying counter ..) And he quickly and cheekily asked his mom to buy the 'candy' , and so his mom bought without knowing that it actually was condom ..

And .. he happily opened the packet .... and actually ATE the condom ! HAHAHAHA

And what more ? When his girl cousin asked him whats that he confidently said its candy . AND he gave a packet to her and THEY ATE TOGETHER HAHAHAHAHAA .

SO then they were weirded out why this thing isn't edible and very chewy .. And the girl cousin replied confidently 'ALAH , ni mesti untuk tiup tiup ni' HAHAHA WTF AND THEY BLOWED THE CONDOMS together ! AHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LETS have a new trend of blowing condoms ! ITS tremendous FUN !!

Hahahahaha , okay anyway going Genting tomorrow . Hope it's gonna be fun .

Till then ,

FOOOOOOD again

2008-11-30T08:49:00.000-08:00

I bought Willy Wonka's Everlasting Jawbreaker/Gobstopper for 8 bucks . I ate 2 of them .
2 of them .

And the rest dropped to the floor .... ARRRRRHG

Desperately trying to retrieve all back ! WTF 8 bucks gone weh . You can actually see the colourful balls there . Saddening sial !!! :(

Frustration of losing my FOOD . MY FOOOOD !!

My willy wonka :'(

I want to get my driving license fast . So I can drive around and eat more FOOD ! Seriously , the best thing about driving is I can eat anywhere I want , whenever I want . Hehehehe :D But I promised my friends to take the license with them , but they haven't finished their SPM yet . So what to do , wait la . The soonest I'll get my license will be in January , arghhh .

And I've come to realise that I've not done any deep thinking after SPM finished , what I think now is pure shallow . HAHA . Now it's just FUN FUN FUN . No more deep thoughts , no more emotional expressive self . I've become .... dumb , haaaaahaaa dang .

And I have a new craving this week .... Its the steamed-chicken ( with lotsa gravy of the soy sauce thing ) chicken rice ... UghraeaggggggajjAHHHHH ! *pst pst* i just had an orgasm thinking of it HAHAHAHA

Today had to follow my sis and to go eat with her boyfriend (since I'm such a family guy) , but ada udang sebalik batu when she ajak me , she wanted me to be her photographer for the day . OK , as long i get my food ! So had to follow her and I invited Hani along cause I want to avoid their mushy2 lovey2 scenes that I will get traumatised if I see . So yeah ,

Haha Kakti and Abang Andy . I seriously think that they look like the 'SEPET' couple in the movie ...

Hani's idea , cool . eh Christmas' coming soon , invite me to eat the Turkey or whatever you serve okeh . HEHE I swear I wont finish up your food :)

Ahhh the entire post is about food . Haih ...

MOS

2008-11-29T09:46:00.001-08:00

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I regret bringing my camera that night .. Ok sure theres pros and cons ... But now I have to upload 200 + pictures in the net . DO YOU know how tiring it is .. hahaha But well theres always the ups in downs *evil laugh . And people keep asking 'where is it where is it' , WEH SABAR LAH WEH aku bukannye ade 10 tangan nak tekan 'upload picture?' button , haih .

But , since I'm a nice guy who wants to please the desire of my desperate friends , I've uploaded every single picture which Lyn hasn't deleted (i reckon she deleted some disturbing pictures when she was holding my camera :P)
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No but it's not in my blog it's in here :
http://www.zooomr.com/photos/azamwh
Dah , gi main jauh jauh , stop disturbing me .

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Hot right ? Rocker wehhh ! :D
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Pose # 2
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Again ?!
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and again ?!!?!
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Pose # 5

WHAT ?!?!?! hahahaha

Hah , maybe that's her 'signature pose' for future modelling references . Let's call that pose , Sze Jade pose :D I'll be looking foward seeing Jade becoming next Kate Moss hahaha ... I wonder if she's gonna kill me after reading this ... hmm
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Fuih , Abang D kita malam tu hot sial :P

Aight thats that

Plan allright

2008-11-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

I'll give you guys your pictures once I get my camera from Jay Lyn . Don't rush me . Haha . Got 200+ pics , wth .... be easy on me haha ...

taken from aimi's page , this was exactly last year . muka steam terbaik

So SPM's over . What's next ? A-level ? Foundations ? SAM ? Too many choices ler . I think of doing foundations in Architecture , so that I can skip a few years of my studies and go straight to Architect . But my parents refuse to give me full freedom by sending me overseas , DUE to some unfortunate kantoi-ed events this year . HAHA

So what they suggest is , do A-level first .....Part of my brain cells popped cause , oh shit , not-another-time-learning-stuff-dont-want-to-but-i-have-to-for-future situation .... BUT .. what to do . My wrongdoings , my consequences . Besides , parents knows best ...

I've so many plans to do before I start studies again . Going unfamiliar places with friends , langkawi ? genting ? pd ? Picture hunting , explore deeper photoshop skills , sharpen my sketching skills , read more books that i left to claim dusts , haih .. and starting on my so-called resume /photograph-sketch portfolio . ... argh , and just wasting time with best friends .

And people are looking for jobs now . Eugene nak keje nike/adidas . Deayana keje dessert's bar . Jliang going to find after prom . Others will start working soon .... Wtf , i feel so useless hahaha . But I don't have much time either . I have keep my time free to organise prom with the committee and straight after that Im going US for a trip , 3 weeks . Wah . So packed .

And Im trying to get into Taylors for the first intake . Within 1 month + , im STARTING a new life :D

Oh , does laptop radiates radioative rays powerful enough to trigger our cancerous cells ? Ah i'll do some googling later on ..
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Im so cool , I started reading twillight . HAA ass

Wow !

2008-11-26T06:32:00.000-08:00

The tree on the way to Bicester , UK

To make everyone who had been calling me 'blogger' happy , im gonna BLOG every single detail what I did today , JUST TO satisfy your mockery more .

Here you go :

Today ,

I woke up , everything in my room was well-lit . Should be , cause it was already 12 pm . So yeah , nevermind , i slept late yesterday . Got ready and ate . OH I ATE CHICKEN . CHICKEN which was salty and bread . Well sum them up , we call it a sandwich . haha . Went back up and onlined . Chatted with nicko and reva . Nicko was bored and he planned to go to eat chendol . So agreed with Aaron and him to go there later . After that it rained and thought the plan was off , and I headed parade parade to meet Saf & Ika and their boyfriends in toys R us (wow im doing pretty good in this arent I ?! ha-ha ) . They camwhored using all those left-over halloween's mask . Around 5.40 Nicko called me and we wanted to go chendol Jaylyn & the rest wanted to join so I headed down to chendol . Upon arriving , I called nicko and he said he's in Asia waiting for Jaylyn and rest . SO since I know Jay lyn's timing too well (she's worst than me) , I decided to go Ac . And after arriving there ...

Ah ok i give up .

haha just not my thing kot .

Yeah , Rowena had explained how many types of blogs are out there in her post I wonder what category my blog falls under ... hmmm , the coolest kot ? .. HAAHAHA wth ok i shall try not to syok sendiri .

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On other note , guess who's coming back ..

No , its not them .. Guess more .

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Guess harder . You should know them (HAHA)
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What the tut la ?

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its Fourthy Seconds Clothing !!! THEY are coming back people . Hah :P

Yeah true , its one and only fourthysecondsclothing , which was founded by a dear friend Eugene , and later became a group business consist of 5 good friends . Eugene , me , Shazwa , Ridhwan , and Anashea . We stopped due to SPM , we didnt want to kacau our studies . But , just wait for it , we are coming back .. ..

And we're gonna reculture-ize you , because ....

WE ARE THE FUTURE CULTURE harhar , thats our tagline HAHA .

look out for us some time around early next year

So that's that for today . and don't call me a freaking 'blogger' even if I am .. I dont suit the name . Xiaxue does .

Banned for real

2008-11-24T00:53:00.000-08:00

a month ago , lyn and me

Dam dam dammmmm . This is yesterday's new ;)

I still am not agreeing with the idea of banning yoga . Whats up ? Its just a form of exercise . HOW could it possibly 'corrode your faith'?

Yeah it's emulated from Hindu teachings . IT IS STILL a simplified version for exercise ? Okay seems like I dont have any evidence to support my arguments BUT okay imagine this .

If lets say 'breathing in and out while closing your eyes' is a form of medidation practiced by some random religion ( just imagine ler) , and if i were to sit down and close my eyes , breathe in , breathe out , it'd corrode my faith ? Wow !

So lets say if 'swimming' (AGAIN just hypothetical) was a form of prayers or somewhat to somekind of religion , and if I still do it , it'll corrode my faith also ? I don't get it . Its not like I'm doing some sort of sin .

Those who go to gym/yogas wearing sexy clothings , their own problem lah . Those who goes to yoga solely for exercising/streching/working out , then WHAT is wrong ? I do think that they failed to get the whole picture of YOGA in malaysia . Do you see anyone mutter prayers under their breath when they do yoga ? No ? no . yeah

Just because it was from Hindu , i believe , they banned it . Yes it may have some characteristics of Hinduism in it , but ( again keep imagining ) , if 'football' WAS a part of game to honour some other god in some other religion , then are we banned from playing it too ? No ? Yes ? Well gotta be fair .

AND WHY not just ban malaysia from participating in the Olympics ? Isn't that derived from honouring the Greek Gods ? So , by entering Olympics , does Malaysia promote corrosion of faith for the muslims ? Just because Olympics had something (historically) to do with Greek Gods ?

Haha I know im giving USELESS examples . But seriously , if those forms of exercises/games were really emulated from some religion , they'd ban that too ?.. Haih ... whatever happens to malaysia boleh . hahaha

Yoga does not corrode our faith . Other influences are . And yoga .. ? is just yoga ..

*updates ; apparently the decision to ban yoga will put on hold in Selangor and Perak as the Sultan of Selangor proclaimed that this decision would affect the society in general . Oh wow , they heard me :P

FOOD

2008-11-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

WARNING ! not for the hungry ones :)

Whoever knows me personally knows that im a sucker for food !
HAHA , Anytime , anywhere dudee ;)

So I had a craving again this week ....
Yeah , not another time *shakes head . Last week was sushi . Now .. ?

Now .. ITS roasted duck ! HAHAHA imagine the very succulous fats roasted and caramelized ............ ugh im drooling now (yet again after eating them) So after giving the idea to eat at Alexis , mom agreed . So did family . HAAAAAAHAAAAAAA , im getting my roasted duck .

So prepare drool guys , if this doesnt wet you , haih .. sad case ;

The tomato bruschetta . Awesome !

The ... mushroom dip thing ? with lotsa cheese and creamy sauce and superbly done ! HAHA

The pizza is tasty , but not extraordinary .. THOUGH , i did finish most of it :P

The pesto spaggeti , which thought looks gross , but weh its comfort food

MY ROASTED DUCK HAHA . YUMS WEI ! see that fats . and see mine . any resemblances ?

Soft shell crab tempura & Soba . Nice !

Cant remember what its called . but tasted like butter cake+carrot cake + spongy feeling .

This is the bestest dessert ever . Pecan pie ? Its the nutsy thing which are very cruchy , but soft at the same time and caramel filling , which is not overpowering the whole pie . Ughh .....

Wtf? ..

I think i've been reading too much of Ky Speak

Seni !

2008-11-21T04:12:00.000-08:00

outside the house

So i've received the question for my SPM seni , paper 2 . And the questions are , well for me is not that interesting . SEE ar : -

1 ) Di dalam almari kaca di sebuah kedai telekomunikasi , beberapa buah telefon bimbit sedang mengadakan pesta sambutan hari jadi . (WTF HAHAHA?!??!?!)

Gambarkan kemeriahan pesta tersebut dengan memberikan penekanan kepada bentuk , ruang , komposisi yang menarik .

2 ) Di sudut luar rumah , terdapat beberapa buah pasu bunga yang tidak bersusun dan terbiar di bawah pangkal pokok . Sebuah daripada pasu itu tergolek dan pecah . Tanah dan pokok bungan terkeluar daripada pasu tersebut . Kelihatan juga sebhagian roda basikal terletak berhampiran .

Lukiskan suasana tersebut dar jarak dekat dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk , jalinan , dan komposisi . ( hmm , it's pretty ok , if I can deliver what Im imagining in my head )

3 ) Anda sedang menyaksikan satu pertunjukan layang-layang . Kedudukan anda di belakang beberapa orang yang sedang menyaksikan pertunjukan tersebut .

Lukiskan suasana tersebut melalut sudut pandang dari anda itu . Penenkanan hendaklah diberikan kepada bentuk , jalinan , ruang dan warna . (this is hard .....)

4 ) Seorang jurfoto sedang memfokuskan kamera digital ke arah seekor rama-rama yang sedang higgap pada sekuntum bunga .

Lukiskan panorama tersebut melalut tetingkap kamera digital . Penenkanan hendaklah diberikan kepada komposisi , imbangan , bentuk , jalinan , ruang , dan warna . (waow , nice , but hard )

5 ) Pokok bakau merupakan unsur alam semula jadi yang terbaik untuk menghalang pantai daripada hakisan ombak . Akar yang banyak dan berselirat dapat melemahkan pergerakan ombak yang kuat dan menjadi habitat untuk spesies hidupan hutan bakau .

Lukiskan fenomena pergerakan ombak terhadap pokok2 bakau dan kehidupan sekitarnya dengan memberi penekanan kepada unsur jalinan , pergerakan , ruang , dan pencahayaan . ( again , hard to do )

6 ) Anda bersama keluarga berkesmpatan melancong kke negara Thailand .Satu pengalaman menarik yang pernah adan alami ialah menunggang seekor gajah mengelilingi sebuah taman .

Gambarkan pengalaman anda dengan memberi penekanan kepada jalinan , bentuk dan ruang . ( tak bestt , cause cant draw )

Okay thats it , Need to choose 1 . Its hard cause Im not good in REALISTIC stuff . And i think the first question is so funny . Phones , having a birthday party .. ? In my mind i imagine , the phones are having a pool party wearing bikinis and thongs to cover their keypads !

The soalans are kinda off , thought it'll be more , mind-provoking and wider-imagination required .

But yeah i dont know . See how it goes lar , mane tau can do something awesome from stealing other people's idea (6)

Bez aka Petra & Airin . So serious one discussing prom

Bez is a bad photographer ..

Seriously .....

Blabs

2008-11-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

FIRST ever picture taken , by the abang camera

*above picture has no relation to the post or whatsoever . below post is just some angry unsatisfied grunts of me , being a person who is always understudied during exams

HAAAAHAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

ADDMATH PAPER 2 WAS A bidge WEIHHH . CIBET BABI LAHANAT *#@^@#!#!%&*

WHY WHY OH WHY DOES THE GOVERNMENT SET US UP WITH A FKKKNG HARD PAPER ?! IT WAS SO HARD THAT NOT A SINGLE PERSON I'VE ASKED OR PASSED BY HAD A CONFIDENT SMILEY FACE , OR SAID IT WAS EASY .

haih ! Okay it might just be ME ! but serious hell , it was the toughest addmath paper i've had . AND THEY say SPM will be EASIER than trials . BULL faeces tul .

AND i did SOME stupid100000x careless mistake in my chemistry 2 !

HOW COULD write HABER when it was FREAKING contact process AND i got all the freaking question wrong and , arse , i didn't have the time to finish question 2 of SECTION c which CARRIES 10 BLOOODY MARKS ! ARGHHHHHHHHHH !! stupid , i didnt look at the watch while I was doing . SO I scribbled everything i knew , drew everything i remembered , and wrote what I could with 5-8 minutes of the remaining time .

ARGHHHHH STUPID I FREAKING SSCREWED UP . !
dang.

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SHIT nvm . HAIH .

TAD late to worry about it now . *sigh * sigh *sigh

BUT STILL !!! agh ,

no no its too late . tooooo late . its toooooo lateeee .

Shito, I think I have a split personality , seriously . Wait , do you guys talk to yourself , in your head I mean ?

I DO ! SOMETIMES , there'd be many me , replying to me's , talking to me's as I WATCH and observe and listen and CONCLUDE . WTF ?!Is that as screwed up as I think it is ? This is the main reason why Im fickle minded . There'd be me's influencing and debating other me's , voicing their thoughts and opinions , as I sit afar (from a third-person view) .

SO lets say ;

I want to eat nasi lemak kampung baru ! HAHAHA *random

azam A : 'eh you sure you wanna eat that ah azam ? '
azam B : 'nape takleh ke ?'
azam C : 'weh u fat di'
azam D : 'wtf i can jog ah , shut up'
azam E : 'BUT i DAMNN hungry'
azam C : 'LATER u so fat how'
azam A : 'U FAT edi nak makan sommore ? gemuk pig'
azam D : 'NVM ok today I jog , I promise !'
azam B : 'Okok'
azam C : 'babi mesti tak jog , suka hati ah nak makan'
azam E : ' ah , aku nak makan , tak kesah'

Real azam : OK NASI lemak here I come HAHA

weird ah ? haih . I think it's not . But i kinda think its do . I dont know . Might be? Or , just a lil bit . Or or its just plain normal ? Cant be , Im unique mah HAAHAHA

Random pictures :

The tyres for the bicycle broke apart from the body . IM SORRY ALIFF HAAHA :P

Control ? Poyo -.-

WHAHAH this pic is so gay & i made it ungay . cool eh ? haha

Alright thats my LONG irrelevant and STUPID babblings . Haih . BYE !

p/s : i've taken a few shots which I THINK , is quite nice . BUT it needs heavy manipulations , so next time after SPM maybe , i'd post them up :)

A little piece of heaven

2008-11-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

You had my heart, at least for the most part ,
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime ,
We fell apart ,
Let's make a new start ,
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime ,
But baby don't cry ,

I will try again , and again , over againn ~ :)